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HEYLEL

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Can someone give me a synopsis? I just can't read 33 pages today.
 Quoting: The Light Under the Door


Sure....

OP is a member of the top secret orders and is here to guide us on the GLP because the OP says we live in an illusion where everything we see is a mock up and not truly real. The GLP users love the OP because he is telling them things they do not know because they are incapAble of locating these truths on their own because their DNA will now allow them.

OP is the official DNA bridge and online GLP holographic PR man for TPTB.
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It is some good reading and thoughts, I agree, I've heard this before, but ya know after months and months of implementing these ideas, and really no big break thru, it's easy to forget about, so again glad to be reminded on ways of doing things. And what a bummer that weed is a no go. tissue
 Quoting: SMP 16764067


It took me over 6 months for my first "break through". Dont give up. I smoke weed too, that might be my problem I am having in regards to have true command of OBEs.
 Quoting: Revguard


It is called Cannabis and we humans have been smoking it for tens if not hundreds of thousands of years. We humans are actually made of cannaboids.

From wikipedia-

The cannabinoid receptors are a class of cell membrane receptors under the G protein-coupled receptor superfamily.[1][2][3] As is typical of G protein-coupled receptors, the cannabinoid receptors contain seven transmembrane spanning domains.[4] Cannabinoid receptors are activated by three major groups of ligands, endocannabinoids (produced by the mammalian body), plant cannabinoids (such as THC, produced by the cannabis plant) and synthetic cannabinoids (such as HU-210). All of the endocannabinoids and plant cannabinoids are lipophilic, i.e. fat soluble, compounds.

Hence, what you call a weed, I call a plant of life that is one with humans and we one with it.



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Can someone give me a synopsis? I just can't read 33 pages today.
 Quoting: The Light Under the Door


Sure....

OP is a member of the top secret orders and is here to guide us on the GLP because the OP says we live in an illusion where everything we see is a mock up and not truly real. The GLP users love the OP because he is telling them things they do not know because they are incapAble of locating these truths on their own because their DNA will now allow them.

OP is the official DNA bridge and online GLP holographic PR man for TPTB.
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But has he said anything we don't already know? lol
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10/06/2012 10:41 AM

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love this thread
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Cool, let's see how long it lasts now that I AM here. For some reason, they tend to die when I chime in. scratching
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Solarson,

I belong to a tiny tiny order who keep a few bits of the old knowledge. We are not-for-profit and not-for-influence, so you can imagine how tiny we are.

Our founder was the original *English* translator of the Emerald Tablets - left in Central America.

I am also acquainted with another earthly rendition of the old knowledge - from JP.

My question to you is: How does your knowledge reconcile the timeline and genetics of the humans as the Sitchin work contrasts to the fallen angel story?

To elaborate; if Sitchin's numbers are correct, human bodies were created about 400,000 years ago in order to mine gold for the soul suckers.

From what I am told, Atlantis sank 50,000 years ago.

So, were human souls imprisoned in hominid bodies before they were genetically altered to mine gold, or did the imprisonment start then - 400k years ago?

Also, WHAT is the significance of gold? It is quite obvious that humans were genetically engineered to want gold, but why?

Does this really tie in to Sitchin's work?
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Can someone give me a synopsis? I just can't read 33 pages today.
 Quoting: The Light Under the Door


Sure....

OP is a member of the top secret orders and is here to guide us on the GLP because the OP says we live in an illusion where everything we see is a mock up and not truly real. The GLP users love the OP because he is telling them things they do not know because they are incapAble of locating these truths on their own because their DNA will now allow them.

OP is the official DNA bridge and online GLP holographic PR man for TPTB.
 Quoting: HEYLEL


But has he said anything we don't already know? lol
 Quoting: The Light Under the Door


Not really, but the OP is what i would call an "initiate" who is definitely well versed in secret orders, mind control and the NWO. Hence, I would safely say he is one of the most real yet on the GLP, but still under oath and can only say so much.

Let us see if Solar Man addresses my Caesar question above truthfully or under oath as he would be required?
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10/06/2012 11:27 AM
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OP,

How close is Sethian Gnosticism to the truth?
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10/06/2012 11:31 AM

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Hola SolarSon,

A very interesting read - thank you.

I have a few serious questions:

1) Where are the boundaries of this physical universe that was created to contain us?
2) Will humans be allowed to explore this universe?
3) What is the true nature of the Moon and how is it used?
4) Is this physical universe accessible to other entities that are free like we once were?
4) Why is there a push to deny humans the usage of tobacco (smoking)?
5) Are there failsafe mechanisms in place so that humans that are not part of ancient orders do not gain too much power and influence here on Earth?
6) Are the Ancients the same as the Guardians? Like the wardens in a prison?
7) Do other mammals like dogs have a non-physical soul too?
8) If so, are those souls too being absorbed by the agressor?
9) Once a soul has "liberated" itself from the cycle - does this soul have the power to enter into different planes of reality - including the Earth plane? Could such a soul claim a body before birth?
10) How and who decides where a soul incarnates?
11) At what stage of the pregnacy does the incarnation occur?
12) What is the true significance and future of Israel?
13) Is there a special need or use for gold by the agressor?

Thanks in advance.

RR

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Thank you so much Solar, very interesting. I think that I have been through most all you speak about in other lifetimes or dimensions etc.... Earlier in this life i had some very unsettling awakening experiences, but knew all was well and eternal. After playing with manifestation, weather control etc.... and new age stuff, I was led to Advaita Vedanta, Nonduality. Now I only read the sages writings and contemplate. There are no separate entities. What are your thoughts of the likes of Ramana Maharshi, Nisargadatta, Papaji, Robert Adams? Have you read Nisargaddata's "Prior to Consciousness"?

Thank You.
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Thank you, Rey Rogers, for posting your excellent list of questions...
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Thank you, Rey Rogers, for posting your excellent list of questions...
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I second this. Looking forward to the response to these questions.
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Sure....

OP is a member of the top secret orders and is here to guide us on the GLP because the OP says we live in an illusion where everything we see is a mock up and not truly real. The GLP users love the OP because he is telling them things they do not know because they are incapAble of locating these truths on their own because their DNA will now allow them.

OP is the official DNA bridge and online GLP holographic PR man for TPTB.
 Quoting: HEYLEL


thanks for the summary. his posts remind me of The Occult Technology of Power [link to brainwashaudio.com] [/link]. similar phrasing & author perspective.
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those who think themselves wise will be made foolish.

this may all be true but there is even a greater deception. Its the lie that God is not a living being.
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OP, question about MJ. I don't smoke it but I do use a bit in tea - not enough to feel high, but it's the only thing I've found (that I'm not allergic to) that alleviates RLS. It also has dramatically increased my stamina and lung capacity. Again, I don't smoke it - use about the size of a small pea of dried MJ in my tea once a day. Will that adversely affect my progress or not? Thanks! I'm thoroughly enjoying your contributions.
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OP, question about MJ. I don't smoke it but I do use a bit in tea - not enough to feel high, but it's the only thing I've found (that I'm not allergic to) that alleviates RLS. It also has dramatically increased my stamina and lung capacity. Again, I don't smoke it - use about the size of a small pea of dried MJ in my tea once a day. Will that adversely affect my progress or not? Thanks! I'm thoroughly enjoying your contributions.
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It will only help you son!
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So after the calamity you speak of, there will be a positive age according to whom?

Hasn't the script been to starve us of love, keep us in negativity bandwidth, then use biased bait/lure love for a few ages of continued run-arounds in a passive aggressive flavor?

You say the pineal gland is part of the matrix structure, yet then you tell us how to link with the moon via our kundalini?

I don't trust the moon, nor mars, nor saturn, nor the earth, nor the sun.

The only version of organic in here, is replicated - so why should I worship or be attached to anything in here?

I have affinity for the storybook of the rose garden, but I'm sick of being stuck in the copied book rather than ever be amongst actual roses...

We are sure hardened in here, to be empathetic towards even our worst wardens, so when we're free its like we just got out of New York - we could make it there, so we can make it anywhere...

No footholds remain for the wardens, they can't use you after a while, you are too complex, non-participant in fear - bait/lure - you become like sludge in their matrix.

That is the key, you only have open arms offering love, and a disposition/awareness which is useless to them...

I've been banished from other realms for being an intruder, spiritually tortured because I refused to claim any except myself as my own master, I had Vatican themed deceptions occur - but I called them out to reveal their true form, and poof they're gone.

I think you are telling us what we already know, then kindly scooting us into an isolated paradigm with 10% of what you say - you may realize you do it or not.

But then again, we're all guilty of that by design at one point or another, lol...

Here's to getting out someday :)
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I hope I didn't upset you with my opinion, ultimately I am always thankful when people take the time to share their passionate truths...

I am maybe a bit jaded at this point, so I came off cutting unintentionally, my apologies...

I would like to hear your responses to me, even if they are simply condemnation for my extreme points of view - I can handle constructive criticism :)

I'd like to know your response to people who believe that the coming era of peace is part of the same control script, to use passive aggressive love and light to continue the control system with a different flavor.

To the idea that lucifer, sophia, yaldabaoth, gaia, the sun - are essentially links in the chain of the same archetypal deity of physical manifestation - and to send love and admiration to the sun and earth is to feed the illusion.

Remaining indifferent, while having empathy, and relative appreciation while acknowledging the entirety of this context, as to not fall deeper into the illusion - yet retaining contextual respect and empathy.

I have a strong distrust and frustration with secret societies, the symbolism muddles the ideas, which should be our birthrights, I'm not going to pretend I respect your privilege, but I do very much appreciate your taking the time to speak with us.

I feel all the secret societies, just like all religions, have been masterfully usurped, so followers end-up misdirecting people unintentionally...

I agree we deserve to travel freely, yet with what demeanor? Aware we are in an illusion and working with it as it is? Or glorifying the ways of the illusion and taking them upon yourself, thus becoming like the illusion?

Ideally, we should be able to travel freely within and beyond all existences, illusion or not, and work from our individual foundation, protection, respect protocols, dualist yet transcending duality, ect.

Life seems to lay out a fairly specific response to this whole predicament, which essentially matches what you teach, yet the dogma layers seem like more harm than good, and I still question just how much we should venerate and be like this form of self-consuming nature...

I do not want to be made into this image...

But I will take this image into consideration and have empathy for it, to be made into the image of the mediator of all essences - which includes and transcends all images.

What is your idea of the final goal? Or the indented outcome according to your societies?

Thank you :)
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You folks know a lot of this is copied and pasted, right?
From P Talk.
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love this thread
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Cool, let's see how long it lasts now that I AM here. For some reason, they tend to die when I chime in. scratching
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A mark of higher consciousness is having ego awareness and mastery the ego to a large extent..........which isn't apparent in your case.

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Someone just recommeded I read "Flatland" today. Also, this sounds a lot like Matrix too. Red Pill/Blue Pill anyone? Forget the pill..."Free your mind and the rest will follow." Cheers
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you speak as if you have gone beyond even Nirvana. Yet..it is obvious you have no fukin idea what you are talking about.
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people talk as if they have any idea what 'free your mind' means.

when you are unable to judge anything in this world negatively . As in impossible to do so. When you can embrace a mass murderer and a 3 year old child with the same EXACT feeling. When you are UNABLE TO SEE ANYTHING BUT ABSOLUTE PERFECTION.

then you are free.

When you have no purpose but to 'be' and no desire to 'help' anyone...then you are free.

When you have no comment about anything. THEN YOU ARE FREE.

when you look at a dog shitting and a rose budding and HAVE THE EXACT SAME FEELING. THEN YOU ARE FREE.

are you getting this yet?

when someone slaps you in the face for no reason, abducts your child , rapes your wife...and you feel nothing in the event ...THEN YOU ARE FREE.

yah tards...keep talking ...keep advising on 'how to free your mind' . ...right out of your ass
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Solarson, was wondering, you are getting alot of questions which is always good, but when u started off, u had my attention when you said YOU would speak of things, can you just for now tell us what you wanted to tell us and then say that's it for now, and then say you will answer questions now, really don't see how you can get your thoughts thru when there is like a bajillion questions you kinda get side tracked on, but whatever it's all good, except that cannabis isn't so great, boo hoo hoo hoo,cuz I'm a stoner
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people talk as if they have any idea what 'free your mind' means.

when you are unable to judge anything in this world negatively . As in impossible to do so. When you can embrace a mass murderer and a 3 year old child with the same EXACT feeling. When you are UNABLE TO SEE ANYTHING BUT ABSOLUTE PERFECTION.

then you are free.

When you have no purpose but to 'be' and no desire to 'help' anyone...then you are free.

When you have no comment about anything. THEN YOU ARE FREE.

when you look at a dog shitting and a rose budding and HAVE THE EXACT SAME FEELING. THEN YOU ARE FREE.

are you getting this yet?

when someone slaps you in the face for no reason, abducts your child , rapes your wife...and you feel nothing in the event ...THEN YOU ARE FREE.

yah tards...keep talking ...keep advising on 'how to free your mind' . ...right out of your ass
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free your mind
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Nevertheless, just as one hand have many fingers, on Soul have many Bodies. And that is a secret that is also kept away from you, since realizing it for what it really is can propel you greatly towards freedom. Here in the physical world alone, you can take advantage of this fact in beneficial ways such as shifting your point of awareness from "here" into one of your "alternate" selves elsewhere, and take back with you from there information and knowledge you can apply here. Some of the most successful people in the world uses these techniques to gain their success in the first place. One example can be to visit a "future" self, and see from that perspective what you did right, and what you did wrong, what you could have done better, what worked, and what didnt. Then, bringing that knowledge back here, you can apply all the positives and eliminate all the negatives, and you will easily understand of how great assistance in life such will be.

---How does one do this one exactly? Is there a book?
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This is only a message for Solarson. Do we have your permission to disseminate just your posts to the world.
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ah he's probably already been wacked by know
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Can someone give me a synopsis? I just can't read 33 pages today.
 Quoting: The Light Under the Door

That won't be easy, i know i don't feel up to it.
I'd suggest you go back and read the OP's posts only, doubt you'll regret the time.

btw
just out of curiosity do you see 33 pages....for real?
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It is 28 for me. You can adjust how many replies per page. THis changes how many pages it shows for each individual.


And yes, just read the OP's posts. You can use the little "blue down arrow" to jump to his next post. ALthough a few posts he forgot to log in.


Edit: I have taken all of the OP's posts and put them into a word document, that I am converting to a PDF. If anyone wants it, let me know.
 Quoting: Revguard


Sure. That would be useful and helpful.
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OP is re phrasing same old new age lies.

he is baisically saying all is one you are all connected blah blah blah. same old lies!

the truth? there is something outside the ONE/EVERYTHING that something is so different so opposite so uncomprehenceable, he can only exist outside the EVERYTHING that one is the G-d of the jew,s.
 Quoting: DPS


Please explain why judaism doesn't believe the Messiah has already been here. Thank you.
 Quoting: Bent


there are a few misconceptions about the jewish messiah.

first - there are two, ben david and ben yosef.

ben yosef is a strange figuire, not alot is known about him. it his is soul brother, the ben david who is the superman warrior king.

but you are only looking at the messiah in the simplistic way, there are many ways, much more deeper than plain reading to know the torah and tanach.

even before his actuall coming, there will be a conciousness shift which can be attributed to the messiah himself, this shift is a part of him, and not an outside deed of him. we are witnessing this shift right now.

its too much to explain now, but the bad guys or reps, cant create thier farm, or everything to that matter, in they way they want, they must follow a specific structure pattern, a pattern laid down by the G-d outside of the everthing. they cannot change the pattern. no1 can.
this pattern includes an israel in every level of it, as above so below, israel exists here, above us, and below us.

they hate israel, they hate the jew,s (we serve israel, not the other way around)

the workers of satans, make you thing jew,s intend for you to be our slaves. but that is a lie, the true future for jew,s is to be the teachers of torah and its code to gentiles, not slave masters.

the whole international community is working so hard, to destroy israel, and extinct the jew,s. they have failed so many times in the past. they know this, but they purposeley blind themselvs from truth
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Whatcha going to do, DPS, when your Messiah finally comes and it's the same old Jesus Christ, back again??
John 14:27
"Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."
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Look..arguing over who is the greatest, children of pride.
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Well I am Lucifer.

So Yes, I am VERY Prideful.
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hilel? do you know what hilel even means??

a self praiser, you praise yourself so much its pathetic, the most high G-d will judge you last.

what an horrible fate to wait so long for judgement
 Quoting: DPS


I don't think you fully understand.

I am the Creator Gods son.

And I have his full blessing.
 Quoting: Open Your Eyes



Well if you're a Rothschild could you please ask Sir Evelyn to change his mind & help us with our huge project if you are one of them! He says he can't help us even though its a a project that will create thousands of jobs! All we need is someone to invest as little as $10million for the Seed Capital, that's like loose pocket change to him! Or maybe another Rothschild would be interested in investing in a new project!

Great read By The Way!
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OP, why are you ignoring me and my message.

why do you deny the G-d that is outside the everything?

why do deny all youre knowledge is from the torah code. why do you deny its impossible for gentiles, to fully understand this torah code?
 Quoting: DPS


Explain to me why the jews are "worthy" and why the "gentiles" are not.

And do a good job because I know it was created centuries ago as an "Us Against Them" motivating construct.
 Quoting: Open Your Eyes


i already explained this, jew,s are not 100% human in soul.

it was g-d that chosen abraham to father his, becuase dear old abby had that special something in his soul, to be inherited to all jew,s.

we jew,s dont see ourselvs as kings, or slave masters, only as teachers denied their students by satan.

it is not the torah, or israel that serves us, it is the other way around.

in hebrew we say, to be a jew, is to accept "OL MALCHUT SHAMAIM" that means the BURDEN of heaven's kingdom.

to be a teacher of a stubborn and un willing to learn students is truely a burden.

same as jonah
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BTW, your own GOD told you over and over to quit complaining about "the burden of the Lord."
John 14:27
"Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."