Breaking my vows of secrecy for you

Despite seeing things a different way in some parts, based on my own experiences, veil lifting and also based on actual conscious awareness of coming in for a purpose from quite a young age, and providence all my life.

But despite things I know are different than some of what you've been shown, its not like its not impossible to be true that some where tricked into coming, or that some are dragged kicking and screaming here, like Sleeper/Lou Baldin alludes to, for we're in infinity, all infinite parts of infinity, and there are infinite journeys as well. Some of it was a downgrade, that seemed to be forced on many.

Still you have so much information that is freeing, this inner journey is really really important and all conscious beings would do this the moment they started realizing this system is corrupt, they'd be searching inside. Lack of searching signifies a problem, too much programming, or something blocking the person.

I'm really enjoying this thread, so please don't take when I speak up with what I know that I'm being critical. Your message is important.

I had a glitch in my libre office program today, that was synchronicity. I had a few days ago, tried taking notes on your previous passage with the meditation, I think its page 8. And it got really hectic, rushing around, couldn't continue reading.

Today I reopened this thread and reopened libre office, after restarting computer many times since then, to take notes on that passage, and it was up, some of the notes already there as if "someone" was one step ahead of me.

Anyway, the part I've quoted, I do see a little different. In fact, there was contact involved.

I'm going ask your opinion on this part: Overworked and unable to reach my goals, and have some fairly good ones set for the boys, who are getting to the right age to start to become more hero's in housework, and so we can get a business or two going for them, my health isn't great. And I've had a huge wake up and inner push for a number of years. So when Im worn right out slaving for the family, ie. washing dishes and cooking for 8 people, then wake up with my leg and wrist sprained and unable to do this, so the goals start to fade and aslo why, why why am I shown things, when Ideas Can't Get Lifted Off The Ground in this situation. And there is not a chance on earth I would ever walk away from my family, and even helping others out like I am doing, we have youth also living here as well.

But I had contact. I've always been shown the layers, the 2d realm, almost like a page or coloring book. And that we progress, its almost seemless. I've many vistas beyond earth.

What I was told directly was that I would be boosted for the work here, but, that while it was very important to set goals and think positive thoughts, seek joy, humor, have good visions for the future, not allow ourselves to be hijacked. That the real purpose for earth was not the realm where we enjoy good lives. It's where we set sail for the upgraded and abundant goals and work that lies ahead and infinity of adventures, teaching, growing, learning, loving, missions even, what our heart and goals are.

And that we had to be reaching for growing up, because there are beehive things too.

Here, most can never be empowered, or free. Furthermore, activating self while immature is not a wise thing. However, there are upgraded, or better systems to what most are in here, that are still not free, they're like beehives or splinter groups, and that we need to have a lot of discernment, and not fall for traps, but set the sail to goals and freedom and maturity, being able to choose, not be inserted, our steps.

I had quite a download. The woman was one of my frequent contacts, tall blond, shoulder length hair, blue uniform and family.

Earth is about: sorting. Its a sorting ground, for streaming souls.

Freewill isn't what we think.

Our leaders for example, and the mismanagers/elite here, think they are off the hook, and try to not get their own hands dirty, without realizing what this is: The Testing Ground is About Separation, Not Unity. Weeds and Tares in the traditional. Cheaters don't prosper and those who dig a pit for others, will fall in their own pits.

But what is going to happen is something else. Just as they believe they freely get to be dark side, and are addicted to Power, and their free will right to this.

The multiverse is not like that. Bullies will not be lording it over those trying to grow their consciousness, cloning themselves and extending their own lives ever onwards to dominate this planet/school/prison, testing grounds, whatever you want to call it.

I've been shown visions of the cosmic arrest and being on the team of arresters they're cosmic. And never understood, how, what, where, when, I do get why. It always feels like its NOW, current.

But, is it in this life time, is it in the future, by our standard of that, is it in body, is it in astral. No details, just is real and Now.

So my friend spoke up because he was shown that half the seals have been broken by the elite mismanagers, the hellgates, or lower ones, here.

He told me that they intend to flood in Hell or Darkness, and when he said that this mornign, that message I had gotten, yet again, about the bullies being rounded up, made sense.

TSHTF isn't about earthquakes, its not about dying, or passing on to life, for that is just a continual journey. When the true SHTF, dark side plans start to occur, this hijacked shcool is going to find out that it already has owners, and the souls here don't belong to them, but are FREE. The prime directive is to free this planet. They're going to find out what Free Will really was about here, division, streaming the grades, separating those for advancement, and those who need to be put into solitary, away from others for a while.

With greater abilities comes greater responsibility.

This is a hijacked realm, not a creation of Dark Side and it has real Creators, and all souls are meant to Progress, there are no slaves.

Those who wish to enslave are going to be rounded up.

And the possibility that the Dark side, (metaphor), may have created or condensed a layer on reality to forge this slave pen, is real, but again they're not given that right over real estate or souls. They are not the architects of the Heavens/Schools/Universes, and will be dealt with. Some of us seem to be here waiting for something to occur and for that.

Last Edited by Sungaze_At_Dawn on 10/07/2012 01:39 PM

weed is indeed suspect..

I smoked constantly for most of my life, enjoyed it a lot! it has good sides and bad and those are different for each of us.

I seemed to me that it encouraged spirituality and may be a major factor. it also beyond any doubt, hightens your awareness. this I learned from motorbike racing mainly and also gives some insights into the propigation (sp?) of time in respect to this instant and the duration of this instant.

what it is is a tool! it is not to be used as a recreation. find out what it is truely usefull for and then use it only as needed. at this point in my life I do not use it for many reasons but mostly because it prevents me from remembering dreams and those to me are much more important.

I wont rule it out completely but for now I dont use it.

You really think it has a bad influence on remembering dreams?
I've been thinking to quit smoking at least for two weeks to see the changes

If this isn't your path this lifetime, then leave this thread and let those who need to hear this information hear it without the naysayers distractions. Your turn will come in another lifetime. Hopefully then people will respect your need to learn when it's your turn.

hi 1908, for me it does hinder my dream recall and I have tested this many times after being clear/sober for extended periods then smoking. everytime I lose my ability to recall them at all and it takes me about a month of being clear/sober again to regain recall to the point I was at before.

I dont know how it does others but this is how it does for me.

find out how you benifit from it and how you dont, then weigh the results and decide for yourself how and when you need the functions that this tool provides.

most any tool that gets constant use will eventually wear out and I think this one is no different in that.

Knowledge is not reserved for one person alone. Knowledge matters not where it came from but what it does for the one it comes to.

Knowledge is not reserved for one person alone. Knowledge matters not where it came from but what it does for the one it comes to.

Over the last 10 Years satanism is increasingly propagated as common lifestyle by general media, advertisement, popular culture and movies. This adds further to the desensitization of younger generations. Not only the Vedas have foretold such development and drawn parallells to a great cataclysmic event.

Can you please elaborate on this development in current world affairs and the role of illuminati.

Wait, this is confusing. Spirit, Body. Why would a reptilian spirit affect a human body, or inhabit one, if there wasn't physical races, or the semi physical races, of actual reptilians. Why would it have that spirit form to begin with?

I've had encounters with reptilians and felines here as well. Physical enough to manifest as these fast moving shadows that lept out when close, and a light appeared making outline jump out. 3 of us saw this. Very tall, maybe 9 feet. Also insight, telepathic communication. That I pulled away from. Not to mention sensing them. And the dragons/snakes in the sky, what are they then? I've had some weird monitoring.

Now, from what I understand there are many different reptilian physical by our ideas, though not necessarily our channel 98.5 FM, but close enough, and others.

We're not the only body suit, though I agree we are one of the common ones.

I'm also someone who can see the form in the person, or the morphing.

And in pictures, such as the House Of Windsor, certain photos, (which by the way are extremely interactive and not exactly what we think, photos are a lot more gateway than what we think). But I've been hit with the negative energy from what I call a Draco and nearly knocked out of my chair.

Also, at the school, waiting for an Learning Assistant Meeting with my son who has apraxia. I felt this intense danger behind me, and literally felt I was on Guard Duty, To Protect the Children. The danger was coming from behind me, and I turn around and its the picture of Queen Elizabeth on the wall.

From what I understand, reptilian is both a real body suit, and a spiritual expression of predator, or dog eat dog, elitist. STS not STO.

Last Edited by Sungaze_At_Dawn on 10/07/2012 03:25 PM

There are no Laws. There are only Virtues. Thou Shalt not Harm, Thou Shalt not Rape, Murder, or Enslave......!!!!!

There are consequences but, Higher Ups determine that, mainly your own Soul.

Anyone with Love that is ready to learn or be helped IS! Forgiveness too! Though perfect knowledge is the hard one, and again, our Souls are very tough on us. Spirit/Ray of Thought has to be alligned to the Frequency of Love of the Mind/Soul it is a part of to return.

The physical realm laws are irrelevent to me. There is No Spoon.

Last Edited by Sungaze_At_Dawn on 10/07/2012 03:40 PM

Way too funny. Well, the cosmic arrests that I've had visions of for some time, we ignore all the little guys, and go straight to the Windsors and Rothchild's.

The coloring book has an end. The big mismanagers of this planet are not off the hook. They have hijacked a school, stolen the tools and equality of the students, stolen the upgrades given, and work to fail all the very precious students, who are very well loved indeed. So you guys, but there are consequences. And some big bullies have managed to avoid for them for quite a long time. But there is an ending to that.

Last Edited by Sungaze_At_Dawn on 10/07/2012 04:26 PM

it does, absolutely. if you smoke all the time, you might remember a few dreams a month. if you quit smoking after having a tolerance like that, ive found that you will have the most vivid dreams, within a few weeks.

BS.

Ah, but, there ARE forks.

I think both of you have made points that could be considered from a different perspective.


They both affect free will, about the choices one makes. About being as conscious as we can be of the forces within and surrounding us, and, learning to use them to our advantage.

This is how I think this 'spoon' meme shows there ARE LAWS. It's up to us to find a way to align ourselves to them, so we can slip into (their) reality.

If we choose paths with little care as to where they might lead us, we simply exist as is; then all we are discussing has no consideration.

But, as we gain awareness, I think imagination has a very important role to play, as long as we continue to move forward, in ways it will not trap us. We might get stuck for a while, but, only until we advance.

Likewise, the physical realm laws also play an important role.

Think of it as a progression. In order to be part of something, we must understand its parameters, and how we might fit it. We must understand what is hindering our progress, why we are not seeing it work. We use reasoning to analyse where we are, against where we want to be.

With imagination, we get to analyse what the correct balance might be. Hit and miss, we can get there.

If we are being blocked in attaining this balance, we MUST consider how the physical realm laws are in play. Even SolarSon has noted that certain substances can hinder us. If our lifestyle is not healthy, we cannot use our energy to our full advantage. If our energy is being compromised, we must consider how to balance it.

This consideration is imagination, for it helps us to realize why we are stumbling. It also helps us KNOW which fork to choose. All of our preparation will be futile if we follow the wrong path in the end. What works for one person does naught for another.

Once we get everything in balance, by imagining a better way, by using the laws of the physical realm to attain our correct balance, only then do we move forward without resistance.

Every thing we manage to imagine need not imprison us.

So, there are Laws. Virtue is all about morality. Some schools of thought consider Natural Law in aspects of moral behavior, yet, Natural Law, without the interference of philosophical interpretation, really is nothing other than the balance of our physical realm.

It is the energy of the world around us, the actions and reactions of the frequencies of everything around us: the classical elements of earth, wind, fire, air, metal, water, wood, and, the aether. And, for the purposes of human considerations, how they all affect us.

Sungaze_At_Dawn, I mean no disrespect, but, considering the MAIN POINT of SolarSon's thread, I do not think that Love is all that matters here.

It is about freeing one's self of the conditioned effects of those forces that keep our souls from advancing.

While LOVE is inherently important in life, we have the ability to break the cycle of corporeal life in death. This does not come naturally, it must be attained through our own efforts.

At least, that's my understanding of this thread.

Last Edited by Esoteric Morgan on 10/07/2012 05:45 PM

OP, last night my pineal gland "popped" so to speak. It was a loud, audible popping/cracking noise that originated from right in the center of my head towards the top of my skull.

When it happened, I suddenly felt an intense warmth/tingling pressure in that area that persisted for the next few hours until I eventually fell asleep. I also got a huge rush of energy and became instantly alert and focused. My back/body felt as if it realigned itself and popped everything back into place with very little effort or will on my part. Overall it felt pretty amazing.

How does this relate to your quoted text above? I know I've read that this may mean that one's pineal gland is "activating", but after looking for some material I haven't found anything conclusive.

Also, at the time I was smoking marijuana with a couple of friends. I was just chillin, practicing pre meditation breathing techniques/visualizations in my mind. I would smoke and feel rushes of warm energy to my head at times that would leave me feeling euphoric/lightheaded.

In total it was 2 grams between 3 of us. I am an everyday smoker. This particular session I was pretty stoned. Up until I felt the "pop", I was super tired due to smoking + lack of sleep, and it was a task to walk or keep my balance. Also, these effects disappeared once I got my energy rush.

I mention this info after reading your previous posts on marijuana use, but I can't help but think it's all related.

Yes those memories are ones I have. And of a longer journey from Lyra.

But we came in for a reason this time. I was told as a child I chose to be here and didn't have to. That was a bigger me talking to a little me, but had no concepts at the time, except that at the time, preschool age, had watched vietnam on the news and napalm on children, and was so shocked that I sat trying to picture how many generations of people back to back extended into history, and then said, What????? So Kids have to change the world! They still don't get it!

You spoke of family being here for some reason, it didn't sound positive, it was apart of the trap.

Family is why most of us are here, for we try to reach family.

I understand and have debated with many mystery school who believe in a duality, or ALL GOD.

But its not truly like that. First of all Infinity is something that needs to be contemplated, and in fact, science itself should be based on deep thought/studies on infinity. For there is no measurement possible. There is NO ONE. There is ONE-1111111111111111111111111................'s. The Spirit between us, that is Peace and Love is about possibly what we think of as God, or the Holy Spirit.

There are grades and levels, like infinite sheets of paper, and gravity is harm. The playpen is something confined to lower levels, and so there are levels above us with duality.

But then that ends, and there is no longer any duality. Only Goodness and Love, when we reach those levels.

The Family of Love and Goodness are the Higher Ups and the True Creators/Designers. They are Beyond. To infinity and Beyond. Home! There is no place like home!

Actually we don't even truly leave our home. For while we are stuck walking "time" sort of, where there is NO TIME, the Whole Holistic Infinite Being that is US, our Soul, individual Souls at that, not One, for if you join as One you are Finite, and thus what has begun has ended, INFINITY...... forever.....never joins. We are united, but we are as unique as snowflakes. Individual Rays. Doing it "our way", growing up past the ability to harm anyone. And we sort of are in a dream lab.

Last Edited by Sungaze_At_Dawn on 10/07/2012 06:04 PM

If you truly believe this, YOU ARE ONE OF THE BULLIES, and your position should have been helper, teacher of the way, not parent to the children, but more teen sitter, you would be showing the way, demonstrating something the FAMILY ABOVE always show, EQUALITY, MERCY, KINDNESS, HUMILITY, and you would be equalizing, teaching, helping.

But since you have chosen to not follow the Soulstone and Love in your heart, and not listen to the Voice of Love, but follow something else and worked against the progression of the students, and mistreat them, there is going to be the Cosmic Arrest Team, at the time appointed. The school is being taken away, and progressed to something far better.

Last Edited by Sungaze_At_Dawn on 10/07/2012 06:33 PM

OP states in an earlier post that those that give orders are not encumbered with karma of these actions...so Hitler went to heaven right? You really must be quite fearful as you should be...you are about to be "file deleted"

There are only 2 things that can "walk on water" in our physical world: the sun and the moon. Ever see the sun's rays shimmer on a lake, a river, the ocean? The moon does the same thing at night. So, yes, the Sun (Son) walks on water.

Ok so i agree with most/if not some of what you are saying OP.I have 1 question though. Our souls are in the outter and were trapped in the inner and we reincarnate after every death(not knowing wtf is going on). Our population has grown since recorded history, as we know it.

SO
A:new souls pops outta nowhere

OR
B:there was a much bigger population then 6 billion on earth in the past.

OR
am i wrong?

DPS: How about you start your own thread and quit highjacking this one?

this me me i just registered

I haven't been terribly impressed with the OP's "secrets".

Pretty sure I have seen the same kind of theories widely available on the internet for 10 years.

He just seems like a new agey researcher.


Rothschild's thread is by far the most believable "insider" thread on GLP. He doesn't sugar coat...in fact he doesn't lie at all...Here is an authentic "elite" guy and how he acts towards the peasants:

Thread: I Am a ROFSCHILD, Axe me a Question

Last Edited by Rayrayz on 10/07/2012 10:07 PM

yes,the little peons are spiritul travelers who open up the 7 seals and 7 thunders within them.

Society functions from: Problem, Reaction, Solution, is it not?
we've been trained at a young age to function from ideas thrown at every angle how to act, direct, produce drama stories with others using words-symbols based on separation in time-space, is it not? These stories are either in categories of comedy, drama, sci-fi, action & adventure, cult classics, horror, children and family, independence, documentaries, faith and Spiritual, list is endless to this time reality of past-present-future "Queue" called mine, me's, I's, Ours, and Identities overlays, all based on fears, insecurities which is broadcast over Television more so than positive events, etc. Who wants to place their bets on positive stories? Only if it falls within the realms of selfish wants, desires, etc. We've all been hoodwinked on attachments to stories made up on scientific time-space elements that keep us in boxes under authority-control. And, there isn't a darn thing you can do about it-physically, but mentally you can see through these veils and try to balance out these conditions of polarity duality concepts in time & symbols of perceptions. And 'know' that this isn't your nature.Than your free mentally and not crazy chasing after objects or subjects of time. Namaste

SolarSon:
I really enjoyed reading through the first 6 pages of your thread. My name is Bill Porter and I AM in San Antonio,
Texas. If you are in danger by posting on this thread I will give you some advice. Please remain quiet and relocate. If you are a member of a gnostic group that is benevolent, the HIGHER UPS may be able to tell you who I AM.
Of course you know the Dark Cabal follows everyone's emails and every stroke of your keyboard. The Dark have been very interested in mine for 4 years.
I would hate for something to happen to you merely because I read your thread.
Looks like the Military/Intelligence/Law Enforcement here in the USA is going to be taking down the bankers and their politicians this month.
May Father Bless And Protect You
Bill Porter
PS: There are enough hints aren't there?

you'll know by keeping a journal