Breaking my vows of secrecy for you

A sample of DNA.

Coming right up.

>>i can easily see how all secret societies are basically judaism covered in a shroud of mystery...<<

what makes you so sure of this?

Methinks someone has been licking the mercury outta thermometers

Not in this lifetime most won't

It takes many lifetimes to get the intuitive understanding of an Ascended Master

Or a shortcut is having Godlike DNA

What Lead you to the Paint on the wall

And how along on the Path are we, brother?

That is a sister.

And she says Jesus is inside her.

And he never even bought her a drink. :)

Last Edited by Open Your Eyes on 10/08/2012 10:47 PM

Lol, the same as you brother, simple curiosity

I know I'm quoting myself here, but I think there is way more to sleep and meditation than we are letting ourselves be aware of. Here's a new study, out of UCLA from today:

[link to www.medicalnewstoday.com]

Our brains "behave" as if we are remembering when we are sleeping.

Now what does this tell you?

I think we have much to learn about this 8 hour period of "non-conciousness" that we all take for granted. We should give much greater importance to it.

We ARE remembering. But what happens when we try to remember our dreams in the morning? They get shut off. Like someone is turning off the water spigot.

I think we're remembering the past lives of our own souls.

But then there is lucid dreaming. I have been proficient in this area for about three years now. You do not forget these in the morning. And I am certainly taking an active approach in these and not simply remembering.

However, I will agree with you that the auto load type dreams can be past life memories. I think dreaming is like any cognitive function. It can be controlled.

Poop & pee.

Or maybe the lucid dreams are a way that we actively participate and develop our past memories? You can do anything you want, is that right? I've only had a few in my life, but I try to do it every night.

Well, have you ever played the game Black & White? After about a year of getting the hang of lucid dreaming, I began to begin the construction of my own island. I can be limited to a "physical" body, or not. I can be 30 miles above the island or right there walking and enjoying it. If I want to increase the size of it, I can. Mountains? Done. My only limit is my own creativeness. The next night, if I choose to be back there, I can be, and resume right where I left off. My hope is upon death, I can use this place as my retreat. You know, my own private paradise. If not, at least I have had fun creating it :)

>>Here's a new study, out of UCLA from today:<<

thanks, very interesting!

heres another link Ive found helpful related to dreaming and different types of concious

[link to garyosborn.webs.com]

@SOLARSUN

I have been doing a lot of thinking and looking for answers inside myself. I think you are correct when you say that what we believe is real, aint real at all. Even if you are 'awake and aware' of the fake world we live in. I have read a lot of stuff the last five years and I have gone through a lot of steps in my concious/being. And everytime I thought 'wow this is it, this is what resonates with me' but later on it did not resonate at all. It was just another trap of the matrix world! It goes so deep! For pretty much everything that is outside of your self, it is some kind of trap/ilusion. Today I just cut the rope.. I will only follow my own feeling/truth/intuition, only ask myself how and what.. even if I do not get the answers straight away. The only path/way out of this matrix is by going in, into your heart and trust yourself 100%.

I just feel that you are being ownest and taking a big risk by writing your info, so thank you for sharing. I also feel that some others of your family/group will do the same.. eventualy in the end (end of the game) every soul will find their way home

Ditto

Prove it or shut up

I've learned more secrets by reading Ernest Becker "Denial of Death" and "Escape From Evil" chap 8 on fascism.

Most people don't know where to look.....and most don't want to learn.

What life altering wisdom do you think you possess? Why waste our time wo your obtuse fraud? Get a life.....huh?

And.... OP is gone.

You're all a bunch of suckers.

34 pages later and someone switches the light on........

that's cuz vows are kinda like lightsticks

break em and shake em and put on a show

until the light goes out

i like that.. ;)

I can have them at will. It is correct, but much mroe complicated than that.

I saw through it too, and that thought always was in the back of my mind with al the judgmental religious leaders.

I actually believe some very good, spiritually aware, people get sucked into "BOXES", when they sign up for the mystery schools. Like any religion, the perimeters are set, and then there are layers to encourage a seeking, with something seedy at the top. So a BOX. A trap! If you buy the whole thing and don't just sail in and grab info and exit, and use discernment.

A truly discerning soul that is deprogrammed or deprogramming, who has a recognition of Love and Goodness and Equality, can read from any book (if their spirit allows them too, I actually can't read from some, for there is a demonic or negative gravity, dwarf star, black hole, crawly, prickly aura in some of them, such as the Cassiopian Wave, and I can't read the Law of One or Ra's stuff, and I will explain that shortly). Energy recognition can prevent some of us from reading some things. But on the other hand, there are some that can sail into that and actually look at the material and then find all the "distortions". Because like many works and mystery school stuff, they put just enough in to lure you, then at key points, distort truth. So its actually good to be able to go in. But I have a strong repulsion to gravity and it makes me sick.

But, a truly discerning soul will pick up any book, and see what is Love and ignore the rest, or study the rest and expose the dark side's plans with it.

Do not put yourself in a box.

They don't understand What Infinity actually means and what's actually going on in these tests here, and have taken some very basic things, that a child in the jungles could practice, Love, Discernment, Not Following Bad Orders, Equality, Kindness, Patience, Peace, and instead turned into a nightmare of metaphors, and symbolism, pictographs, geography and really screwed alot of minds.

Last Edited by Sungaze_At_Dawn on 10/09/2012 12:34 PM

Now, I don't tend to go into some channeled writings, but will give the 2 I mentioned as an example of danger danger.

1. Cassiopian Wave. Someone who wrote on this forum, can't remember his handles, for I didn't follow that stuff then, and then on another forum, really promoted something elitist and extremely negative. I pegged him as a MKultra or military guy really, with a occult background and a possible Elohim or Annanuki/ET type source or influence. But I also prayed alot for him. As I do for all. I hold them in my heart chakra, and remind them they are Light and Whole and who they really are: LOVE, and then request to talk to their Higher Self, which sometimes that connection does happen, and their Higher Selves are Wonderful Hero's, gentle, humor, filled with romantic brotherly love, not the wrong kind. And what I cannot do or interfere, I can ask for help and interference from their own Souls. I don't play games in dark holes for planets. The prime directive is to get people the hell out of here, and its too programmed to be free will, currently, so we are allowed to ask away for positive intervention.

In any case, this guy liked to tell everyone they were just tares, and that they would be reformatted, etc etc. And being Loving wasnt how you passed your tests and progressed. No, it was on obedience and obey, and following the ego of another.

A few of us had long discussions with him, trying to get him to heal and become more loving.

In any case, he kept promoting this Cassiopian wave and got into a private talk with me. I tried to get out of it and so in the end, agreed to read this thing, against my own recognition of teh gravity, after trying to tell him, I knew the energy, its the opposite of Goodness and who I am, but he started getting authortative and giving me warnings, and I just didn't have the heart to speak up, so took the short cut of agreeing to read it. On that forum his name was Adonai Christ Bless. We called him ACB.

Was that ever a mistake! I didn't get far. A few chapters!

I felt this negative energy assail me, in fact, it scanned me, like gravity within scanning me.

Now here is the problem for those who are aware and recognize the key players here on both sides, is that you are actually giving permissions when you go against what you know is right, and falling (thankfully temporal, and only for a short time)

So basically its like, I had worked hard to raise frequency and Love, and become conscious daily, and Love and Compassionate even the bad guys who were accessing in ufology related events and gained REAL PROTECTION. Because ARK is acts of random kindness.

And getting on task with your Soul's Duty, Purpose. Doing the Right Thing and being LOVE.

And now, the dark side was just waiting to jump on me and my family all this time.

So the door opened.

I woke up with my son running down the stairs, my youngest, then 9.

He threw the quilt on the floor saying it had paralyzed him.

He said that hooded goons, what ACB later admitted were jackyls and worked with the military or black ops, negative black op jackyls. They had a kind of wand, stick, or cattle prod in their hands.

Every time my son tried to resist. They touched his stomach with these sticks and he said, it was like being punched in the stomach.

He broke the state of paralysis by his will and strength.

My son when he was only 6 or 7 years of age, woke up and told me, He Protected Our Home!!!! He was the protector, and I've been told he is an Indigo. He's very psi.

Anyway, I got a huge lump in my lymph gland/neck and needed antibiotics for a month.

Those doors were renounced and closed.

And ACB apologized.

Laura channels Legion on a Ouji Board. Oh, but she is so blessed and successful, look at her life, I was told. Us speakers of truth and wisdom are poor, and struggling and often health problems.

I spoke up and said, Yup, well, the devil rewards his own

Real Family and Light Workers, go down to the trenches, and roll up their sleeves. Wisdom looks up from the bottom of the well!!!!!.

Last Edited by Sungaze_At_Dawn on 10/09/2012 12:56 PM

Now, that was kind of Oct-Nov of 2010.

So in November that year, this was a few months after moving into our new rental home I believe. In any case. I had contact in the evening, telepathic with some of the groups I have had contact. A long blond haired woman in a form fitting blue uniform, and I could see/sense the craft in my back yard with my insight. And that evening, got a checkup, physical one, and was actually helped by them to heal.

The covers moved on their own, hands were touching my head, but I am very cautious with those kind of things, so jumped up (and by the way, never paralyzed by good guys) to take my antibiotics I was still on due to the Cassiopian Wave ordeal, that I had forgotten.

My second oldest son, then 19, came out of the bathroom and said, "Mom, for a second I saw a huge blue orb behind your back. It was about a meter in diameter"

The trick ive found is that when you're actively seeking the path, the answers are everywhere to be found. Hell, I've had moments when ive been stuck on a question or subject and the next song on the radio will have that answer in it. Or I'll overhear a random conversation and theres the answer as well. It's really all about opening yourself up and allowing room for the truth to come in.

Law Of One. I had this book given to me years ago, before I was awake. This guy kept saying, I am Ra!. There was a part in it where he said, if you go further ,he will send his runners out to you to help you.

That book got shown its new home in the garbage can.

No runners needed, thank you very much. I know what those are. Also, he had this similar, gravity, death star, dwarf star, black hole, type gravity that I get sick around.

OK, so the Law of One is very popular. From what others can read in it, some of it is very idealistc. Except for some very basic problems and distortions.


WE ARE NOT ONE. Infinity shows you what exists, infinite fractals, infintie energies, infinite energies, infinite intellects. One is a concrete, and has both a beginning and an ending, it would already have passed. 111111111111111111111111111111111111111......................​.

Wrap your mind around infinity, its mind boggling and the most exciting of all things to examine.

Existence is wonderful and profound.

If infinity is a circle to you, the old book "the bear is stupid, the bear is stupid, circles just circles" comes to mind. It is indeed the Spiral of Progression.

We are not pushed from past events, but PULLED FROM FUTURE ONES or the TELEOS, UPGRADED OR OUR WHOLE PROGRESSED SELVES.

We are all unique rays, like snowflakes.

Earth is about BECOMING! And doing it "our way". Passing the tests of Love and Equality, Our Way! Uniquely.

So let go of my ego! Indeed.

When I started exploring infintiy, I met with my Higher Self, within. I was contemplating the infinity within:


Beyond our Universe - Infinity Zoom [HD]

The ending is the point of it.

And I had over a month of downloads.

This life, when you finally pass the earth tests, is like the Film Clip that holds the infinite roll of film of your life.

Its the framework or foundation.

And there is no Duality "up" there, where there is no up/down, past/future, higher/lower, for you cannot take a measurement in Infinity. There is no Time.

At one point in these downloads, I was having a deep conversation on infinity and the holographic/matrix universe with my then 18 year old son, and he was saying, Thats just the way it is, and I was saying, No Way, that is a cop out, there has to be a reason for infinite something, not infinite nothing.

And, we both shared a vision.

The "Old Man" stepped out of the sky, laughing with delight at the students mulling over this question.

My son shot up, looking startled. And I knew he had experienced this too.

So I tested him "He laughed!"

My son nodded in shock.

There is Oneness, not ONE.

We are not ONE with murders.

God/GOODNESS is not a duality.

We're in tests to overcome duality.

BE LOVE! And seek. You will understand for the way will open. Your own soul will show you.

My Higher Self gave me several conscious contacts, one in childhood.

But one coming down the stairs feeling low key and poor health, and suddenly with each step, the room lit up, and home opened up and She asked me, with joy and humor and love, "Where do you think you are? Do you ever think you truly leave home?"

And I saw myself on a cot with see through curtains and my loved ones all around.

Then I saw a cafe curtain.

Then I saw the big red theatre curtains pull back on the movie of our lives.

And everything is recorded forever.

We have to be the hero's of this thing. No more bloopers and no meanness allowed

Family is NOT TOUGH LOVE. Turn the dial higher and higher on:

Humility, Kindness, Beauty, Equality, Fairness, Compassion, Gentleness, Intelligence, Awareness, Freedom, Truth, Love!

The Law of Oner's are actually, like the Hidden Hand message, trying to set you up for: Control is Love, its only for your own good.

Fema camps are Love, its only for your own good.

WE are loving you, when we kill, murder, rape, etc.

Renounce that distortion!

There is a right and there is a wrong, and we're testing everyday.

One day its pencils down. And our frequency level will assign us our realm.

If we like this world of extremes and injustice and social darwinism, survival of the fittest, there are even more extreme realms under even bigger predators, to explore our attraction to hellzone material in.

Mystery schools basically contain the Law of One, and Hidden Hand message, a dualistic God, they seek to balance you to the middle of half light/half dark

Well that, my dear, is the beginning of the earth tests, so its a big reset trap.