Breaking my vows of secrecy for you

I am actually a self initiate of the mysteries.

I came to be so by my own mind, reason, intellect, and introspection, as well as the Earth itself and the information contained with our DNA, and all the Spirit of life that animates all around.

I have later on in life correlated my own perceptions with the Ancient Gnosis, or that which is left of it, as well as brother hood with others that are seekers as well.

Dont follow anyone.

Learn from the old, and see what they had to say, and then hear the ones now, and see what they have to say, but turn inside yourself for truth. The Earth can help you as well via plants, and other psychoactive substances, but dont rely upon that for your knowledge.

The Mother of all things is pouring her alchemical blood upon Eros yet again, during this time, whereby knowledge of many things will abound.

Imagination is key in Gnostic Alchemy.

Myth is configured the way it is for a reason. It is disarming for the Ego. The ego is not threatened by a myth, analogy, or metaphor, and therefor has been used by the Gnostics much, because it is the best way for someone to gain information without being threatened by it personally.

Here is a site you might find useful in your search.

[link to www.gnosis.org]

Have fun, and remember, life is just a dance. Have fun...

Ok sorry, you gave us the links some time ago and I never really got into them. Will start reading.

I dont wanna be a vessel!

Yeah, ships tend to leak. The vessel of the body is used to trap the Spirit in physical form.

Yeah, OP its definetely fishy. But im fishing in his lake of possible lies, picking up what resonates true.

Why don't theses secret societies allow women? Or do they?

And I think the singularity event, transhumanism, will try to trap the spirit into a machine. Once that happens, it could be a long time before you'd be able to escape.

Get a copy of the Nag Hammadi; you can even find it free online. Read the parts which contain stories you've never heard yet...like Sophia and Yaldabaoth.

It contains lost texts, and, fragments of lost texts, which lend an entire new spin to what we have come to know through the hands of those who picked and chose and edited what they WANTED us to know.

Not everything in that book is original source, for some post-dates the new Christian era, yet, even those books are eye openers.

I guarantee that once you read through this even a bit, you will never be the same.



Last Edited by Esoteric Morgan on 10/21/2012 01:07 PM

But you already are, none-the-less.

It is your own CHANNEL to tune in the Universe, nothing more, nothing less.

Sit, think, find your bearings, be, know. Ah!

astral for longtime

the battles I fought against evil, real or imagination

Do you know who the evil entity that wears a shredded white rove wearing a medallion?.

What "?" has complete evil and pure goodness at the same time residing in the astral dimension. I chased a negative force and ended up toe to toe lets say. All I can say I was offered something for something.

What was you offered? And was it to leave that realm?

Man isnt that zombie-terminator-kittie sp00ky??

I don't know. I found the pic on line three years ago. I've been using for halloween ever since :)

Ha its has to be preety cool. I usually paint my eyes with black paintings resembling some condemened soul/dark entity. But this year will be different.

What will you be doing this year?

does Mr. Nobody celebrate Halloween?

First it was a surprise to follow this demon and end up in their place, there was many servants there. They were all very evil. I felt he..... extremely evil and extremely holy...

your not functioning with 100% lucidity, I entered an agreement not to disclose what we commincated about.

I will not go back on that agreement.

There is a reason im posting.

And how many have advanced from that level?

Because CC is still in "the game" and is not true consciousness.

So you met the ruler of this place? Did it have a name?

Dear OP

This whole thread opened up for me a world of torment that I have been suppressing within me since 2002.

- Everything you have written I know to be true as I experienced this all in detail via an Ayahuasca/DMT journey that took some 8 hours.

- My intent for my journey was to be shown the "truth" and I got that in spades - not just shown but absorbed into it.

- The wave of truth you spoke of in your first post I experienced as a wave of truth combined with utter terror sweeping over me as I recall my experience that I have tried so long to forget

- Let say I had first hand experience and exposure to the deepest hypostasis of the "system" and "being" you refer to

- At that time and for some time afterwards, I experienced unmitigated terror (the word fear does not do it justice) upon learning what I had learned some 10 years ago and it left me with a form of PTSD.

- Life did not seem worth continuing to live, once I had learned all of this, and yet I was left with a huge fear of returning to such realms after I died - note: not the fear of death but the fear of where I end up when I die.

- I have of course since then carried on with my life, and it has felt like knowing the biggest and most well kept secret in the universe and nobody with whom to discuss it.

- I am left with questions such as why did I experience what I did? and what shall I do now? who can I contact to discuss and overcome my PTSD in relation to this experience? - Einstein said that "God doesn't roll the dice", and I know this to be true also.

- I did not think that a human being could experience such absolute and utter terror for so long and not die - in some ways I think I died a few times that long night

- It also brought back memories from very young childhood of the same paradigm, I felt the same terror then but was unable to understand it

- Finally these realms where I experienced what I did felt like "home" and I were very familiar to me - I have been there before and spent a lot of time there.

Any insights welcome OP

Many thanks

Bravo

Most probably I will go around as a Reptilian Shapeshifter.

When will people understand that drugs are bad.

Seriously, no trolling. I honestly think that drugs are bad and gates to madness and demonic opression, especially the ones that aim to make you "trip" Bad shit. Madness comes to you naturally as you discover the world you have born within, and your mission its dissolving it, integrate it somehow in your psique as something controllable so it cannot devour you, but its the foolest thing going YOU to madness like a mosquitoe to the light that will burn him.

Cool.

So when does it start? Only 2 months left of 2012...

Good points but why do you say I like you? Thats a bit strange, and homo... im not sure if im comfortable with it.

Nonetheless, we can chat this and see how it turns out. Heres is my email 17cmRentBoy@gaymail.com ok? bye.

He did say some new things though, I dont know why so many attacks. If he its really IN, and he looks like, why would he come and say selflessly how to overcome all this? If he were really OUT he would, the very first thing, say selflessly and clearly how to overcome all this. I mean, I dont think he knows how to break free or how to get out of the trap. People on secret societies etc are just like collaborationists, good prisoners that can rule the rest of the herd, they dont know and probably dont want to know how to break free of the carnal. They have chosen the carnal, and the domain of the carnal its the reward for being the asslickers, meat providers and walk-ins of the annunaki/archons. They have fully identified themselves with predators (the theoretical alien mind) and have acted in consequence.

it is not sophia .. I owuld say it is more sophia contemplation..

hypatia was already living in an atmosphere of grave intolerance toward her beliefs. she was living in an atmosphere of christian messaiah doctrines that would completely refute or deny the great goddess, the living presence of the earth. and her entire heritage was under question.
when hypatia was murdered [her fathers name as 'Theon', historians have judged this to be when the dark ages began. symbolizes the destruction of the high spiritual and intellectual destruction of antiquity.
people were literate in the pre-christian age. europe was plunged int an age of superstition and religious fanaticim.
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Everyone - my apologies for my long absence. However, I am currently back and ready to answer you. I will go back and look through all post and start where I finished.