more truth with lies mixed in it seems since the first post it was stated that even your family is not who you/we think but then later OP says they are doing this for their own family. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1105272
so now its mostly for entertainment purposes but also to read what others here can add to it.
I do think becoming aware in a dream is the way out though but havnt been able to do that yet.
can OP be honest?
No lies mixed with the truth - only misconceptions by those reading.
But let me expand a bit on my comment regarding families (and all the rest, it all connects):
What I meant is that we are grouped here, on Earth, into our own different and individual "families", to make it seem we "belong" a certain place, and make us feel "home" in that place.
The reality of the matter is that we belong nowhere - or everywhere. We are either alone, or all together.
But here, in physical creation, this has been taken advantage of to limit us, families are created to keep us more narrow in our fields, to care more about one specific small group, than a larger one.
That does NOT mean that "families" are not REAL - they are just not the TOTALITY of reality, or what it really is, what is behind the family.
So, of course I care about my family, and I do what I can for them, but I understand the greater picture of what they, and YOU, are in my life, and I am teaching them the importance of the same so they can have greater success in Life and Death than most.