OP I know what you're saying and slip in and out of it. What do you do when you feel like you can no longer be close to family let alone friends who I've let go of long ago in order to tap into your eternal all knowing self. When I'm in that space I have love for everyone but I go through agony trying to get there around them, their frequencies and projections of me confuse me and derail me but i feel like i need to tap into that truth like air but am afraid of breaking away from everything. I know the all knowing space is free of these problems so I oscillate between the agony of not being there and the joy and freedom of being there but can't seem to draw lessons from one arena to the other. Will try the astral stuff. Thanks for being here.