OP thank you so much for sharing. It resonates with me which is surprising. I have a question.

Do you know anything about seeing repeating number sequences constantly? Also, I have had ufos or 'lightships' appear to me many times in recent years. I have also had many dreams and visions of dragons. One time I stared at the Draco constellation and lots of stars started shooting and then a light ship appeared to me.

Do you have any thoughts on this? Thank you.