SolarSon,
I have interest in what Mr. Wilder is saying. I have always thought that during initiation there are "Wards/Protection/controls" put in place. These controls are put in place to punish, or control the new initiate if he "breaks rank".

Can you share any more info on this? I figured true initiates must "sacrifice" something for the knowledge they are given?

I once had someone give me documents about rituals performed in temples. With regards to what items, dress, location of objects etc. I think he crossed the line when he emailed those to me. It seemed legit enough. It also seemed as thought it would freak most people out. Thoughts on this?

Would you be willing to have a conversation elsewhere?