weed is indeed suspect..

I smoked constantly for most of my life, enjoyed it a lot! it has good sides and bad and those are different for each of us.

I seemed to me that it encouraged spirituality and may be a major factor. it also beyond any doubt, hightens your awareness. this I learned from motorbike racing mainly and also gives some insights into the propigation (sp?) of time in respect to this instant and the duration of this instant.

what it is is a tool! it is not to be used as a recreation. find out what it is truely usefull for and then use it only as needed. at this point in my life I do not use it for many reasons but mostly because it prevents me from remembering dreams and those to me are much more important.

I wont rule it out completely but for now I dont use it.