But some of what you say is really positive and especially about seeking within. I've been researching the Rosicrucian Order:
[link to www.rosicrucian.org
[link to www.alchemywebsite.com
It's just that, unless a person actually is doing what Christ spoke of.
Become like a child, is synchronicity with his passages on the sowing seeds, seeing through the world, asking Dad/Mom/Creator to heal your sight, your hearing. In otherwords its about:
Deprogram! From everything you've been taught. See through all the traps of worldliness, sexuality, (dont be selfish), war, violence, slavery and the political ISMS, money, popularity, peer pressure, promotion, all of it. See through all of it. Go to those in need. See the world as it is: Wars, Starvation, Profit made out of wars and disease, homelessness, slavery, despair, prisons. And realize, these are things we need to overcome.
Empty your cup.
Then use discernment. Because you need to have your heart light up for the loving passages your may encounter in old texts and religious texts, and shudder at some harsh things there and denounce them.
Children know what love is and very young children are not yet indoctrinated.
That is what the whole Christian instructions meant.
And also to go within, form the light body, astral, shine your greater light into the world.
That's a universal truth, not just an earth truth.
So those links are given cautiously. I suspect there is good mixed with bad in there.