That's what you get when you sell your soul to the devil. It makes you go crazy and actually hate God hence the shit on the cross. Remember there is no second coming of Christ. Christ is God your maker. The anti-Christ is anyone who says that Christ is not God but anti-Christ program that the jewish freemasons wanted everyone to participate in was the return of the jewish jesus from the bible. They had it all set up with their special bluebeam and haarp but the icing on the cake is when Our Lady actually appeared in the sun to africans on the ivory coast and She actually looks like she is making fun of the hologram. Haha go Our Lady.