In 2001 I was listening to Rush Limbough. I was analyzing what he was saying one day and reflected on how conservatives were actually voting on issues (economy, war, constitution) and realized they didn't match. It was then I realized it is a bunch of bullshit. Hardly anyone stands for what is actually right in politics. They only do what they have to do to stay in power. It was then I stopped identifying myself as a 'republican' 'conservative'. Its all a loaded term that is meaningless.