hey sheeps

lol first accidental double post in a long time. its trying to tell me something ;)

i hope you can still swing by and fill me in if you do.

lol...yes it thinks you should go twice.

you dont have to apologise for anything. we're just having fun here while we both figure out our next move.

yeah you'll see the flag change. and we have the kr thing.

no it's just telling me to go. for how long or how often is up to me.

maybe ill bump into kr and say hey awesome, guess who.. and then run.

just joking. it would be funny though.

1000 thread views. 7 billion to go before the elite begin to worry hahahaha

good response lol..and for some reason i do like your company when you dont go weird on me

i was only going weird because i thought you have been put onto me to figure me out since what i did to kr. i get some weird vibes from this place sometimes. now im almost convinced you are just a normal person. almost ;)

i get all that..and thats stuff does happen..it was why i was trying to "distract" you, i hope i get a chance to explain better one day.

good thing you start new threads youve come very close a few times i hate to tell you maybe you knew that though

i srsly hope thats not why youre travelling lmao

i know it happens. i can almost smell the paid shills here. i know that you were trying to help, but i honestly didnt care to be distracted from the subject because well i just didnt care.

lol no. i was just thinking it would be funny. for me, not her.

im not going anywhere near london after what i did to her. thats their playground.

i make jokes about stuff and people take it literally.. i hate that.

you almost seem concerned about me like you are trying to warn me or something. or maybe its just me.

you almost seem concerned about me like you are trying to warn me or something. or maybe its just me.

yes i get that you had tunnel vision.lol.

i didnt have tunnel vision. i had i just dont care vision. there's a difference. i was aware of what i was doing. im not as dumb or naive as you would probably think i would be.

i dont know how to answer that here.

i dnt think youre dumb at all.passionate to an extreme when youre on a roll yes,and that can be a good thing when pointed in the right direction.

as for kr, that moment passed and its crazy that it ever even happened. im not crazy or dumb enough to think anymore of it or her. i do genuinely wish her the best though. she wouldnt even understand half of why i reacted like i did, and why would she.

actually ive seen you say some extremely aware things,makes me sad you obviously cant share that with anyone in your real life.

and youre right, she may not have understood unfortunately.

dont be sad for me. worry about yourself. i choose to be single right now, its my problem.

i actually think she was a bit depressed at the time and i made it even worse. she was friendly to me with good intentions and i turned it into she wasnt genuine. she has every right to think the worst of me.

singleness is one thing and a choice, yes, but how you see the world is another, and i get it,thats why i care.

hmmm. LOL