ATTN: To EVERYONE feeling WEIRD

I am here.

The oddest thing happened yesterday. I stumbled across a different post, that linked to this thread. I started reading this thread and was intrigued. Many of the same things going on.

Here is the part that really caught me off guard. I have been battling with eating meat for about 2 weeks now. Knowing deep inside it is wrong. It is one thing to eat meat. Another thing all together how we get the meat to our tables.

Hunting for my own meat is ok in my book. Natural law and such. But harvesting animals and treating them the way to do currently, doesnt "feel right".

Then out of nowhere, someone mentions not eating meat in this thread. And another person chimes in. I feel as they both are speaking directly to me. There are no coincidences.

I love bacon! And meat for that matter. As of today (in part because of this thread) I have come to the conclusion, I can no longer eat meat and consider myself a moral person.

Today forward I will remove meat from my diet. I hope I do not stumble, but if I do I will correct my action and forgive myself.

I will not fail though.

Thank you for this thread. It is good to see so many like minded individuals.

Namaste Brothers and Sisters

It's getting to be a bad time to eat fish. I think most people are set up to get protein from meat so if you start to feel dizzy or ungrounded rethink the meat option.

Or get the balance just right with the nuts and beans and etc....just right everyday.

A spiritual argument is that in the harvesting of vegetables many more beings are killed that whe you kill a cow so don't be self righteous about not eating meat.

Not eating meat is not necessarily the high road spiritually and your body may be too attuned to meat as protein to do that. Of course there are protien powders that help.

Having said that I was vegan (a careful to balance protein vegan) for a year and have been vegitarian ever since eating a steak once or twice a year and the occasional BLT. I am eating more meat than ever this last year becaue the people I eat with eat meat. I kind of cringe about it because I feel my body never has digested meat well and so I don't get the protein anyway.

It's hard to avoid eating meat right now so I don't.

I have seen more than one person get sick from moving to a vegitarian diet without researching it.

I agree. I grew up hunting, having always looked at taking life from the Native American perspective - that of blessing and thanking the offering when it presented itself to me. As of last year, I cannot eat any meat other than what I personally take for sustenance (vibration of the meat is different if you've blessed the offering in my experience), and only in small amounts - otherwise I'll have allergic reactions to it.

As for eating meat in general, I think it's a combination of meditation and becoming 'lighter' physically, on the one hand, eating flesh is inherently wrong, and it's too dense. On the other, the food allergies created by GMO foods being fed to the animals that are supplied as meat in the (USA) supermarkets. Highly recommend watching this for gnosis:

[link to geneticroulettemovie.com]

I've had that experience before. You're right in that its useful to consider it, but I've come to the conclusion that while its a beneficial concept, its not actually what we are. Although the forces you may feel within the concept, are very real, so its more of an analogy to aid in exploring your positive/negative potential.


Before I was a 'Universal Technician, Communications Relay, Maintenance Engineer & Network Security'
Yesterday I was 'Astral Student'
Today I'm 'Cleaning'... apparently!

I appreciate your concern. I have done my research. My decision stands. I know how to compensate for my lack of meat.

Funny you should say that. People have been saying the same things about me not eating enough fruits and vegetables for years.

Everyone mush choose thier own path.

I think you just answered your own concern. Its all about the 'ah-ha' moments. They're the fun bit, the landmarks on our spiritual journey. You're right, it is an exponential increase, which is the nature of 'resonance'.

Before I was a 'Universal Technician, Communications Relay, Maintenance Engineer & Network Security'
Yesterday I was 'Astral Student'
Today I'm 'Cleaning'... apparently!

Yes, although we have all scales contained within us. Its when we get these to work together in our selves, that we can then see a more dramatic impact on what's 'outside'. This isn't to say that everything should be the same or controlled however, but rather its about allowing all of the unique elements to work together, in the way they do best, for the most positive outcome for all elements concerned (internal and external).

Or at least, that's what springs to mind.

Before I was a 'Universal Technician, Communications Relay, Maintenance Engineer & Network Security'
Yesterday I was 'Astral Student'
Today I'm 'Cleaning'... apparently!

Been feeling so wierd recently, im almost at a loss to describe it. It's like space is constantly changing density, very uncomfortable. it's horrible infact. If i could use a word it would be whooshy and a little dizzying.

Beautiful. I'll take two please.
Would that it be true.
Just the speck of hope anything is out there.
Instead of the endless void of nothingness for eternity.
Wouldn't that it be true.

Sounds like you need to centre yourself.

Try this on for size and feel free to alter it to fit yourself.

Sit up straight and close your eyes.
Pick a part of your body and focus on it.
Notice where it is, right at that moment, then move it just a little bit, but into a position that just 'feels' right.
Then pick another part of your body and do the same.
There's no need to rush and don't worry if you start thinking random thoughts or feeling odd sensations, you don't need to 'clear your mind' or feel any particular way, just acknowledge them and let them pass, they can all wait a little while, your job for 5 minutes is to concentrate on yourself.
Keep going around your whole body, concentrating each bit, adjusting it to feel better and moving on to the next.
There's no need for a particular order, the idea is to get you to focus on yourself and make small changes, which make you feel more comfortable.
Once you've done this two or three times for each bit of your body, start concentrating on your whole body, notice how it all feels together, then slowly start adjusting any part of your body which feels like its unbalancing the whole, until you feel like you're posture is comfortable and symmetrical.
Then imagine this balanced feeling expanding until it fills the whole room, passes the walls and continues on into the distance.
Slowly open your eyes, think of your favourite tune, get up and go make a nice strong cup of tea.

I hope it helps a little at least :)

Before I was a 'Universal Technician, Communications Relay, Maintenance Engineer & Network Security'
Yesterday I was 'Astral Student'
Today I'm 'Cleaning'... apparently!

Hi ANHEDONIC ~ I edited my previous post a bit... while reading it back it was a bit scrappy! lol Btw, I wasnt signed in but I am the OP from the "tomb" thread.

To answer your question about what 'lessons' I sought to complete in this lifetime... First of all to give you a quick summary, Alot of what I remember during this specific point of my N.D.E. was telepathic communication with a higher consule of beings...I had the common life review which was over in the matter of a few seconds. While in their presence during this "counseling session of sorts", In front of me appeared to be like a "movie screen" that "replayed" ALL of my experiences ever lived and during each event, the emotions I felt at each specific time, were "relayed" straight back to me so I could FEEL (mirror) them over again while standing there, reflecting upon each segment.

Any questions I had about ANY of my experiences, was telepathically answered back to me in a unique and understanding way that no matter what kind of negative feelings that emerged during the original moment, the feelings began to transmute with acceptance, and I was given an explanation that was based around the priciple focus being taught, which was unconditional love. I was suppose to be able to see the purpose of each lesson through ALL EYES of every party involved and to understand each persons place in the purpose of each event. This was a test... If I were not able to accept it and embrace the experiences, to understand the meaning or lesson under it, and to forgive... then I would have been forced to come back to earth, instead of being given the chance to make a descision wheather to stay where I was or to come back to the Earth plane and keep learning.

The main concept of the lessons for me, was to be able to master the ability of non-judgement (forgiveness)while excercising compassion and basically being able to stay open-minded without being "set in stone" with my perception of things while understanding each parties role involved.



I think you know deep down why you are here... I saw you link an article with INDIGO in the title. That should explain it all! LOL I am on the same path being close to your age! I know that these times are difficult but they are all neccesary in becoming who we really are. You seem to be ahead of the game and I feel your on the right path. I strongly sense that you will also be one of our future teachers/leaders in the new world! After the shift your role will become more clear and it will all make sense. Just try and be patient, I know it's hard but you have already come this far! NOt much longer I hope! I feel the same quite often.

Consciousness can't help but perceive itself. I think therefore I am always. Nothingness does not exist, ever.

Before I was a 'Universal Technician, Communications Relay, Maintenance Engineer & Network Security'
Yesterday I was 'Astral Student'
Today I'm 'Cleaning'... apparently!

everyone see this:

[link to www.youtube.com]

I have come on this thread even though I don't feel weird compared the the weird that is normal. So this can be for normal feelingers too. lalala

tofurky sandwiches, grillers prime burgers and boca spicy chicken sanwiches are AMAZING.

You will be surprised at how meat tastes when your body is no longer used to it, meat tastes heavy, greasy and bloody, even bacon tastes like meaty granulated cardboard after a while.

*raised fist

Hey Nicole! You know there's not too many users utilizing the purple font so when I first read your initial post, it reminded me of you, but since you didn't sign in I figured it was probably just someone else who liked purple. : )

Thank you very much for elaborating. How you described your experience and the context in which past experiences are reviewed, it comes across loud and clear and sounds very much like it just makes sense! The way you explained the 'lessons', it sounds like the central themes are empathy, forgiveness, acceptance (non-judgement).

Right now I feel like I'm in complete limbo and stuck between two worlds. My consciousness residing one place but my physical body residing in another! Earlier this year when I had experienced my shift in conscious awareness, my intuition was firing on all cylinders and I naturally felt very confident in what I felt the future was going to bring. I very much did feel like there were going to be major 'events' happening and that I would be needed to help people around me transition and cope with what was transpiring. As the year has carried on and I have found some balance I have started to feel indifferent with regards to my instincts/intuition and also started to feel more and more withdrawn from this world. Now I can't really say with any confidence how I feel things will play out - but mentally I am prepared for anything and everything. I've shed my fears but the biggest thorn in my side (or inconvenience) is simply not knowing how the future will materialize. In that sense I do not know where to focus my conscious energy & attention.

I was laid off earlier this year and it was a blessing in disguise because not only did I hate my job, but it was burdening me and clouding my consciousness. The timing was perfect as shortly after my job was removed from the equation, I was able to direct my conscious energy where I needed to and my shift in awareness culminated shortly thereafter. I've not been working since - I'm okay financially and I felt like the end of this year would bring with it major changes that would completely change the way in which we perceived our world. As time goes on I'm not sure if that was intuition on my part or wishful thinking. I don't live near my immediate family, but I live near friends that I grew up with. I don't have kids but I have a 90 lb. German Shepherd that's my best buddy and looking after him keeps me going. So these circumstances have me feeling like I'm in limbo! I don't know whether I should be focusing on finding a new job and becoming a slave to the corporate world again, whether I should focus on relocating to go live closer to my immediate family in a different state, or whether I should stay put and just hold tight and keep my conscious awareness focused and uncluttered with distractions. I feel comfortable where I'm living but if hypothetically the next several years are going to be more of the same that we've been experiencing, I'm not going to be very pleased to say the least!

Sometimes I go to bed at night and just consciously ask to be shown what's coming and what the future holds. No luck yet! =\ I just want to know so I can move on and direct my conscious energy accordingly! I feel like I can't plan for the future. Maybe there's a reason why I feel that way.

Thanks for listening to me rant and again I greatly appreciate what you have shared in this thread.



:tommywingy:

Maybe you feel drawn to this thread for a reason!

I love your avatar. One day you were apparently annoyed and posting as such and all of a sudden the little birdy in your avatar started to look pissed off to me hahah.

That's funny! I think it looks pissed all the time. I came to the post because of the interesting word weird is all. How pleasantly surprised it was about ET 101.

This is for us awakened ones

[link to youtu.be]

Last Edited by Opalstar on 10/12/2012 11:41 PM

WOW...

the folks on the most recent posts of this thread seem to be telling aspects of my recent life's story... really resonate with you, especially lately I am interested in TRUTH (QUITTING CHERISHING ILLUSIONS) and PREPPING and NATURE and NOT MUCH ELSE, hahahaha.

On your recommendation, I am now reading ET 101. About half way through, and it is great! Thanks! I'll report back when I've finished. So far it is charming, hilarious, enlightening, comforting. Thanks for pointing it out!

4D Briefing

Lots of info coming in, some going over old stuff, some new, plus a few diplomatic, technical and tactical updates.

Long and short of it is, I don't want to go waffling on about things you already know or which don't apply to you.

So... is there anything you need to know? A specific topic of interest or question maybe?



Before I was a 'Universal Technician, Communications Relay, Maintenance Engineer & Network Security'
Yesterday I was an 'Astral Student'
Today I'm 'Interstellar Google'... apparently!

It's funny! Glad you like it.

What is 4D?

if anything his comment perfectly supports the 'dysfunctional' way we live

It's 4th Density (or 5th dimension if you prefer)

This is quite a good explanation of the differences:



Before I was a 'Universal Technician, Communications Relay, Maintenance Engineer & Network Security'
Yesterday I was an 'Astral Student'
Today I'm 'Interstellar Google'... apparently!

I can't watch that. It's like a guy in love with how his tongue makes words.

Ya got anything else? I am not going to suffer through that. but thanks

Regardless of how or why he says what he does... there is some sense in it. You could suffer through it or you could choose not to... How you feel about something is always up to you, even if you choose not to exercise that right.

But here's a synopsis:

We live in 4 dimensions of space (height, width, depth) and time, which makes up our 3rd density existence.

This means that most people are bound to time being linear (i.e. we can only travel into the future) and space being adjacent (i.e. in order to get from point A to point C we must go through point B).

Whereas in 4th density, those concepts of space-time become more fluid and flexible, allowing you to go into the past or travel from A to C without bothering with B.

For example, most people consider past lives, as being in the past and future lives being in the future. The reality is though, that our past lives can be in the future and our future lives in the past.

Once we realise that these boundaries are not as impenetrable as they seem, then we can begin to experience more synchronicity (useful coincidences), where the right thing, appears in the right place and at the right time. This is because we're working with what is, rather than just being swept along by it.

The long and short of it is... You're already an omni-dimensional being (you exist in all dimensions), but if all you take account of is what you can see now, then you are limited to a very small portion of the reality that you inhabit.

Whereas if you simply live in the moment, as a part of the greater whole, you do not need to determine your position in space-time and so can exist as part of it, rather than thinking you are a separate entity inside it.

Once you realise that you're not separate from anything, then you can allow yourself to have influence within everything, whether you can physically see/touch it or not.

Seeing is believing (3d)
Believing is seeing (4d)

At least, that's how I understand it, at this moment :)

Before I was a 'Universal Technician, Communications Relay, Maintenance Engineer & Network Security'
Yesterday I was an 'Astral Student'
Today I'm 'Interstellar Google'... apparently!

this ^^

I am opening more in recent months, but am married to someone who used to be open to these ideas but has recently become to the non stop digital stimulation of twitter feeds (mostly nasty shallow quips, often mocking the existance of god or laughing at the pressure to be kind to any other human)

Very sad, its as if his soul has been taken over, and there is a mask hiding the person he used to be. I realized that this constant stimulation of these shallow and forgettable quips, ensnares spirits in a net

literally the internet is a spiritual net..a trap in many ways...

when we die, we are left alone with the inner world we created for ourselves with our thoughts while alive, no access to that stimulation to distract from the harsh reality of who we actually ARE

how many others are getting lost at this very moment, their essence, their humanity sucked into a previously unknown world of illusion, one capable of sucking out their focus and the energy which otherwise would be used to build their core...and pulls that into a centrifuge which leaves little behind

just a few thoughts inspired by watching the effects of this new matrix up close, and it's impact on people I once knew...people who now live fixated on that little screen of their iphone or smart phone, like addicts.