I found my voice yesterday and sang loud in the car the whole way home.

I find I can only find my voice in isolation, and life has put me in a situation where I must interact with people on a daily basis who I cannot manage to be myself around (ok, my parents). Because of this I end up depressed unless I spend many hours alone with myself at night. I know God is training me for something but its hard when you have gotten in touch with being your true self and feel there is no other way to live but that so much can get mixed up in there and sometimes avoidance is the only tool at hand..