Anyone else Having This Problem?

dont ignore your emotions...just sort them out.
keep asking why and where do they originate.
then think what would make you most happy that you could do for yourself and do it.
use astrology or tarot for better understanding of where you're at and how to proceed.

you can never accept your lot if that is not what you want out of life,, i just don't agree with that,,

sorry,,,

Starless, I agree with what you have been posting. Thanks for that link...will have a good read...

Graelwyn, yes our friends can hurt our feelings so easily. And I think that you are correct that not everyone has the same codes of behavior regarding friendship and loyalty and relationships. We always thinks others will have the same standards we carry, but alas...

Nice chatting, going to toddle off to nite nite land...

Just walk away and don't care. This is what she is about to do to you. I know that is hard and it makes a person very closed. I had a boyfriend who told me everyday how wonderful I was and that he wanted to marry me. Then I slept with him and he was different. He started to talk about other women all the time and stops calling as much. I try to do the same thing. I always talk about other men and stop calling. Then one night he tells me he loves me. I didn't reply.

I have little doubt it is what she will do to me and maybe it is for the best as we will clearly only cause one another distress. But she can be the first to walk away as I do not like to walk away.

you dont have to walk away but just dont give in to her.
dont give her more than you already are and see how it plays out.
if she doesnt respect your feelings i dont think she is of much benefit to you.
in other words, dont play the fool.

Nah, walk away. Stop e-mailing and calling and just do your thing straight lace. Totally turn off. Get a new friend. Act like you don't care.