fed up with the current BS

WARNING STRONG OPINIONS AND LANGUAGE BELOW.!!!!!!

asking for help and facing my fear.

some posters in another thread said this:


It's ignorance.

Ignorance is the essence of evil, but all that really is, is the lack of proper knowledge.

It's everyones' and no ones' fault.

All that's left for you to do is to forgive and release.

peace


and


If you learned to control your mind you could avoid anger and increase happiness. Look to your own thoughts and start there. If you have free will you have the ability to transform your thoughts and emotions and guess what, when you do that for some reason other people treat you better. :)






I thank them for this. They may be 100% right.

Ignorance....hmmm. yes i have been ignorant. That is how this world has raised me. They taught me in school that our money was backed by gold in Fort Know. LIE

That taught me the Native Americans were savages LIE.

Ignorance is what they gave me. Fuck them for that. They should be punished for that.




Second, control my thoughts, yes. Who could argue that controlling your own thoughts is essential and crucial to happiness and etc.

But being bombarded in every direction knowingly and unknowingly by Advertising, propaganda, lies, and who knows what else (frequencies and gmo shit) has gotten in on me.

??Shall i use my "free will" to ignore the atrocity of this BS that I see.

I have been poisoned by this existence and it needed not be that way. The deceivers in this world are loving my obedience to the slavery. Profiting from the disease they fed me.

greedy fucking cowards running the show are hiding behind locked doors paid for with my labor and wealth. God damn them for that god damn them to hell.

You have it wrong. The government introduced the patriot acts so that bin laden would hate you for your freedoms.


Just think back to 911, 19 Arabs with metal box cutters walked through three Israeli controlled Airports and not one of them was stopped, and look what happened to them.

you have the honor of having the jewish controlled homeland defense and TSA molest you at aiports. not only that, you yankies are so fat and unfit, that bending over at airports is probably the only exercise you get all day.

LOL Yes No, working hard hardly working, good with the bad, can't beat em join em, slavery is freedom, war is peace Comrade!

Bending over now TSA, stick your fingers in my ass. Don't touch the corn filled GMO shit up in there I am using that to grow some tumors.

Can someone tell me where my Food Stamp card is I have to go by some red bull and soda pop.

Getting concerned that the new age forgive and let go, ascension thing may just be another scheme.

I DON'T WANT IT TO BE.

It certainly has a ring of peacefulness and harmony and good for all.

It certainly exists in minds and hearts of some people here on glp and elsewhere.

But outside of the mind and heart it is not real. IMHO. I don't see anyone practicing it in real life.

What is real:

GREED, POISON, LIES, THEFT, MURDER, etc...

Please new agers come in here and lift this dark soul if you can.

I have a desire to debate you respectfully.

If you say all I should do is change my thoughts then I say to you I cannot. For they are a product of the evil observed:

Well I'm not a 'New Ager'. I think the easiest and most accurate lable I can assign to myself is 'me and my experiences'.

Soak in this for a while...

Thread: The Contact Thread ~ The Magic Of Our Fractal Reality ~ Wanna Take A Ride? (version 20.13)

It might take some time for you to understand what's attempted at being said in that thread but it may be worth it to you.


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In case anyone cares. The reason I made this thread is the level of aggravation with the perceived madness in the world has started to overflow out of me.

I just can't take it anymore, I can't stand in silence. Many others have gone before me and I thank them.

Now is the time to say fuck you world, not the birds and trees and nature, I meant the Matrix, The system, the world.

You are a broken lying thieving whore. You are greedy, your thoughts are only of greed and theft. Die. you are lost cause no support TRULY remains, only the leftover slavery shadow of your tyranny. Die, you have no right to live. Go away. Become your own most worst enemy and follow through on your own destruction. eat your own tail you sic fuck.


Poison is medicine.

Slavery is freedom.

GMO food is good for you.

Have some prozac if you're feeling low.

There is gold in Fort Knox, enough to back our dollar.

MFGlobal

Weapons of mass destruction

Cave people with box cutters

Burial at sea

War in Iraq

War in Afgan

War in Libya

War in Syria? Iran?

Monsanto poison tumors

Taxation without representation

Lobbyists

Corporations are people

Halliburton

Raw milk raids

Farmers market raids

Patriot Act

Bail outs

Off shoring

Hot tub suicide

Too big to fail

looks like it will take some time, checking it out. thank you.

OP yes the world is MADNESS. You see this ... GOOD. The question then is "What can I do to offset some of this madness"? We are at a very important crossroads in history ... transform your anger and frustration into something positive ... transformation is what its about now ... Godspeed.

great thread will take alot of time to absorb. thanks again.

thank you very kindly.

i do sincerely appreciate the words that you say, the truth is there i think.

so a little positivity is probably good now, since my above posts are so filled with hatred and dismay.


transformations i have made that i am proud of (in answer to your challenge)

1. gave up cell phone, i have no phone at all. it feels wonderful

2. improved my diet greatly. garbage in garbage out?

3. found some cheap land with low taxes and am building a bug out bunker

4. closed bank account, money orders and cash only.

5. started a serious rant to call out my inner demons on GLP (the worlds most perfectly insane forum)

People getting high
People getting low
People getting NOWHERE
Because they don't know where go

I agree 100% with you Op. I don't understand how people can't see what is going on. Very few people give a shit about future generations. Don't they realize that their kids are fucked, no future for them. I know people are starting to wake up but is it too late?

Uh OH. I am starting to see how narrow my vision is. This thread you made:

Thread: The Contact Thread ~ The Magic Of Our Fractal Reality ~ Wanna Take A Ride? (version 20.13)

is ummm, deep. Have i become to stupid to understand the truth? or too buried in the MADNESS of the MATRIX to see?

I am reading the thread and realizing the spiral of nature concept is in direct contradiction to every system man has created and thrust upon me (us, we)


I am a pilgrim in an unholy land.

Ok, cool. Not alone then. that's good.

Borderline psychosis.

I am not scholar so take my verbage with a grain of salt.

Brutalization confrontation segregation operation. this is the sentence i give to the current systems most inner desire.

meaning the system is a major fucking asshole!

...borderline psychosis in the fact that cognitive dissonance is my only rationale anymore. being that the deceivers are such fucking assholes! with so much contrived power from the back of my son daughter mother father and myself.

Pissed at the matrix.

Not the spiral of nature.

Die matrix you are not needed anymore.

My name is nothing you use it against me anyway.

My beliefs are all based on lie, you love to watch me squirm.

My angered is leveled against you now.

What will it return? Endless twisting battle into the void with no possibility for escape? Fuck it I'm all in.

Take your system and shove it.

That's right on OP.

You see, the world is so out of balance because western education dominates this new global reality. And western education relies WAY too heavily on logic and little to none on intuition. But our brains as nature created them are 1 part logic AND 1 part intuition.

So, we teach our children that they are merely an accidental outcome of purposeless processes, so there are so many people in the world not understanding their true place in it.

What that thread does is essentially the opposite of what western education does. It points out the structure (the fractal) that's centered around the growth of consciousness since the inception of this universe ( the limits of our ability to detect ).

What a mathematical construct centered around the GROWTH of human consciousness says to us is that consciousness is of the utmost importance to this creation ( intelligent universe [logic AND intuition working together] ).

That's what we are discovering right now.


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when I was a child there was my friend David. His last name was Bowman, just like your avatar. The eyes of your avatar look just like the eyes of my ole friend.

I lost touch with the childhood friend, very young when we met. but later I had another friend named David (same eyes) who reminds me alot of the way you speak.

thank you again. THOUGH I MUST ADMIT your words are some what lost on me, not due to their meanings but my ability to grasp.

I am one narrow minded son of a B, thanks Matrix job well done!

For those passing through and others observing let me say I feel i have learned something.

My anger is blinding me and motivating me at the same time.



Fire burns in my throat, belly and mind.

Urging me to speak against the world harshly, this is unsustainable in it's current manifestation in my life.

I cannot go out on a limb for the matrix again, it has pulled the rug on me too many times already.

Now must be a time of me for me. an invisible support system growing inside driving me to a conclusion beyond WORK, TAXES, AND DEATH.

No i will not go quietly.

Fuck you matrix, suck a lemon. (a gmo lemon from fukushima prefecture)

The movie ran through me
The glamour subdued me
The tabloid untied me
I'm empty please fill me
Mister anchor assure me
That Baghdad is burning
Your voice it is so soothing
That cunning mantra of killing
I need you my witness
To dress this up so bloodless
To numb me and purge me now
Of thoughts of blaming you
Yes the car is our wheelchair
My witness your coughing
Oily silence mocks the legless boys
Who travel now in coffins
On the corner
The jury's sleepless
We found your weakness
And it's right outside your door

Now testify
Now testify
It's right outside your door
Now testify
Yes testify
Its right outside your door

With precision you feed me
My witness I'm hungry
Your temple it calms me
So I can carry on
My slaving sweating the skin right off my bones
On a bed of fire I'm choking on the smoke that fills my home
The wrecking ball is rushing
Witness your blushing
The pipeline is gushing
While here we lie in tombs
While on the corner
The jury's sleepless
We found your weakness
And it's right outside your door

Now testify
Yeah testify
It's right outside your door
Now testify
Now testify
It's right outside your door

Mass graves for the pump and the price is set
And the price is set
Mass graves for the pump and the price is set
And the price is set
Mass graves for the pump and the price is set
And the price is set
Mass graves for the pump and the price is set
And the price is set

Who controls the past now controls the future
Who controls the present now controls the past
Who controls the past now controls the future
Who controls the present now?

Now testify
Testify
It's right outside your door
Now testify
Testify
It's right outside your door[/youtube]

Easy don't play in the system... Stay as much as you can out of it, do everything local, banking, food, grow your own, save in gold and silver. That is how you fight this system, by ignoring it as much as you can.

Im not your mother fucking slave.

Awesome, believe it.

I feel ya. Been doing it and if feels great.

But But But.

a fire burns in my belly to testify


how much have i missed due to their LIE.

Fuckers owe me big time.

Pound of flesh they extract from me, so sweet to their lips? Sic fucks.

Burn you with my fire words you pig fuckers. Die system Die.

Yeah, that avatar just came naturally to me when I first came here to GLP. That look on Bowman has always reminded me of the fact that we haven't seen all of what this universe has to offer both big and small. And that's what I put my hope into. The situation here on ground level may look pretty bleak at times but its just one level of what's really going on.

When I first really started to 'wake up' in earnest, I was much like you because I first woke up to all the bad shit going on politically, socially, and such. And there was no GLP for me back then and no one around that I could relate to so I was very isolated too.

But then after a few years I started to wake up to these BIGGER processes that are around us and realized that the elite are just as succepetable to them as we are.

So don't discount your awareness. I'll tell you that since I first started this awakening journey back in '04 or so, that I'm very encouraged by how much things have progressed with many other people around me, in that, I can see awareness GROWING in others so it is very confirming to me that we are going I the right direction.


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Ok, so below is a post from Bowman from his thread

Thread: The Contact Thread ~ The Magic Of Our Fractal Reality ~ Wanna Take A Ride? (version 20.13)


I believe, if anyone cares, that he has got something on me here.

He said:
There's positive drama, the kind that spreads hope and inspires others, or negative drama, the self destructive type.

It is easy in this day and age to play the role of the victim. It is the easy path to travel, to blame others.

In whatever situation you find yourself up against, look for the positive role to play, because it's there if you look for it.

I guess I am to far gone cuz I can't meet this fucking criminals with positivity.

They poisoned the children.

What can be positive about that, profits maybe!

I think Bowman may be right, not 100% sure about the change negative to positive thing. Been doing that my whole life, turning the other cheek, bowing to the masters.

No more. Time to fight, self destructive? You bet your ass.

My self is so polluted with their profiteering crimes it ain't worth anything but destruction anyways.

I am a victim. You may disagree I urge you to express that here.

If you don't like it, change it.

VOTE ROMNEY - RYAN 2012

Remember OP, that these elites were basically going unnoticed before the Interenet went global back in '92 ( which coincides with the start of the planetary level of consciousness on the fractal consciouness chart.)

So now we SEE them!

They can't hide so easily anymore.

That is a GRAND gamechanger for us little folk.

Btw, you're getting some most excellent replies in the 'feeling weird' thread from this morning.




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short answer: i appreciate it.

Long answer: I am still super pissed.

LOL, in O4 i was so brainwashed i thought we still had gold in fort knox.

Well you are an even keeled person now seemingly from your posts, i salute you for that.



so i shut off cell, building a bunker, closed bank account, eating whole foods locally as much as possible,

but they just keep on pushing, with the poisoning of the water and spraying the sky..


Grounds for a serious congressional inquiry, but do they inquire?

No, they conspire against us on every level. From head to toe, morning to night.

many of the things you have brought to me this morning have helped. This above definetely is one of them as the thought that they are on the run is something to celebrate, be thankful for and enjoy.

Ps. thanks for heads up on feeling weird thread.

first off I truly thank you for replying. (you may want to stop reading here)


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sorry but go fuck yourself.

I won't be voting for any of the ASSHAT ASSCLOWNS ASSRAPING ASS'S that are running for president.

I refuse to be a prop in there magic trick.

Writing in ron paul or my own name or a big fat FUCK YOU.

Or why bother voting in the selection anyways. You think there is a difference. WAKE UP