fed up with the current BS

The responses I have gleaned from other threads and this one too are that I need to:

1. focus on the positive.

2. Not be mad at the illusion of what I see and instead focus on the reality of creating a better life for myself ant those around me.

3. Stop claiming to be a victim.




No disrespect intended, but how is that supposed to remove the red hot GMO, WORK, TAX DEATH poker from my ass?

I can't get there from here. Maybe some of us aren't meant to get it.

The positivity focusing thing sounds good in theory but i just spent over 30 years doing that, turning the other cheek, making excuses, bending over and bowing to the masters.



I have proabably become to combative now to get any more discussion regarding this. It's just that desperate times call for desperate measures.

I will begin a process of self destruction.

This jail cell of existence is painful.

There is nothing i can think of that would be positive enough to quelch my turmoil.

For the rest of you please don't heed my words as truth.

They are but a shell of shadow of a great mind poisoned to death by a disgusting devil called the world.

fuck you devil.

[link to projectavalon.net]


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great link.

These are the people that should be in charge.

They are.


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In charge as in, taking RESPONSIBILITY for the local sector of the universe that they occupy.


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I know that it sounds bad but do you ever thought
to go active in Politics?

Have a look for some Countries in the EU.
where you can see a lot of tiny political Parties
who are many Times very important!

I do not know the Regulation in your Place but in the
European Community you just need a few People who
sign in (afir. 20 People) and you can start as a Party.

no no , i got you right off the bat, the persistence you display against my tirade (so to speak) broke through a little right there.

I see how you changed my negative to a positive.

Bit stuck over here.

For instance I am wanting to change your positive back to a negative by saying something like well they aren't really in charge or they don't have real power like MF GLOBAL or Haliburton or golman Sachs.



But what you say about taking responsibility over the local sector they occupy is clear to me. well done' you are probably earning gold stars on some level some where.

Its' just that my idea of taking responsibility over the sector that I occupy is down'right mean.

To me taking responsibility of the sector i occupy would be to gather many weapons and people and march on the capital, on the gmo factories, against the bansters, the catholic pedophiles, etc..

Individual liberty is more my taste. the party/politics will most likely corrupt me.

The storage of deception that has been trained in me over the decades is powerful and easily manipulated by this matrix.

Getting into politics will bring me power.

Power will corrupt me.

I need to sleep in the forest

walk on the beach

train in solitude

Thank you for the suggestion.

Much good could come from a person with passion and honor.

My honor was stolen and raped, long time ago.

Passion is all that remains now. So a unaffiliated loner I will remain.

if anyone is following along, the big brains on glp have thrown me some quality food for thought

here's a summary:


1. the victim attitude is not serving me at all

2. hate breed more hate, and love more love

3. it's not just me going through this

4. do something constructive with my energy


I suppose this is the point I should be having an epiphany and telling you that I love the world and am ready to go out and volunteer handing out flu shots to the sheeple or something.

God Im' cynical!

Fuck, I can't snap out of it. so I guess I will stop posting for now and maybe try that breathing technic posted by the Bulgarian

Thread: ATTN: To EVERYONE feeling WEIRD (Page 7)


good luck all, hope my flames only serve to warm your souls and not burn your bridges.

Passion is all you need OP.

You mentioned earlier that you thought I was smart and that's not true at all. I barely graduated high school. What I did and do have though is a passion to want to UNDERSTAND.

Now, either you're going to channel that passion into 'fight fire with fire' rage. Or you can continue to develope your understanding of the situation we are all in. Like I said, one that goes beyond the little soap opera that happens on the surface of the planet everyday.

The elites reallydon't bother me so much as they use to.

Why?

Because they are not in control here. It may look like they are in control, but that's an illusion. They are just attempting to and failing to keep things under their influence.

They say that 'evil will destroy itself'.

Is that the process you WANT to invest your passion into?

Because if you try and meet them at their level, that's how it's going to turn out for you.

Or you can keep learning and developing your own understanding and viewpoint. And deminish your ignorance.

The point is to overcome them, not kill them off. And the people who were in that link I passed along to you are out there right now trying to make a better world around themselves. Carrying out violence would negate their efforts because the world would be that much worse off for it.


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tough.

I mean on one hand I would throw it all away if they would truly have to pay, forever, never to be in power again. I would give it all up for that, life liberty everything.

On the other hand why don't i just chill.

I am afraid if I chill any longer the it will be too late.

time ticked by and I stood silent while lies were told as truth. What place will have in a higher dimension if I fail at this one. What if my ascension requires some follow through against the wrongs.

what if i must repeat this crapfest over and over until I finally make a stand?

for evening crowd

prostitutes are our current leaders, whores and evil villains.

noticed the increase of heroin abuse in your neighborhoods?

maybe it has something to do with the troops in Afghanistan protecting the poppy fields.



[link to www.liveleak.com]



Sick world, bullshit matrix mother fucker.

blame the pigs and military trash....they created this.

this is a wet dream for the pigs: more power from more false flag terrorism.

I made sure that fat faced punk kraut MUELLER at FBI knew about OP SLAMMER creating the school shooters.....FBI DID NOTHING and testified about nothing.

Mueller's punk act always protected the privileged elites even when US attorneys were murdered(4) while Mueller was FBI Director.

DOJ under HOLDER, Mukasy, Gonzo all aided and abetted the neocons passing those insidious enabling laws legalizing any crime committed by pigs, goons, or contractors.

I made sure SD DOJ and FBI had all they needed for indictments leading to Impeachment of Bush-Cheney.

Guess who fucked up?

DON SRSTKA and MARTY JACKLEY and JOHNNY SUTTON on the Christina Moore murder by Cheney.

Now..... I don't give free info to an overrated punk fag named Robert Swan Mueller, III.....who did not investigate torture wo DEW or pin hole spy cameras in my home after I signed and sent a US DOJ OIG complaint that FBI COVERED UP.

blame FBI HQ and HOLDERFAG

that rabbit hole sounds pretty deep. good luck. if my will has any bearing on the situation then I curse them all to hell.

Some more current BS I am fed up with:

The presidential debate.

How can I sit there and watch that and not think, how childish?

If you watched you know what I mean.

To puppets playing an act?

or real live idiots battling each other for to of the heap?



Either way the words they spoke were poison and pointless.

Lie upon lie. But don't trust me, DON'T TRUST ANYONE BUT YOURSELF.

The whole system in place now is a complete sham set up to destroy your individuality.

"Merge into the sickness you sick cancerous growths!

We need your excretions of pain and tax money."

The problem is you are forced to participate or "go along" or you will become a recluse - ousted by a self controlling society.

Do not feel too bad though - you are not alone.

Try and make small changes in the mindset of the people from your immediate environment. Do not bombard them all at once with your findings but go gradual.

You will feel better once you open other´s eyes.

Evil is feeding off negative energy - that's why the world is in such a poor state. You at the moment are all negative and a perfect feeding ground for those that harvest that energy.

You must be feeling drained of energy.

Once your mindset changes to a more positive setting you will find you have much more energy to "combat" the evil. It is good you are aware - but please channel your efforts in the right direction.

Self destruction is what they want. Fear - Anger - Dispair.

Breathe.

RR

Drained of energy is correct my friend.

It is like a tension in my belly.

Of course I understand the truth that has been told to me over and over here on glp since starting this thread.

You bring it to me as well I see.

I understand it I believe it is true. But shaking off the anger is not in the cards for some reason.

Choice, is all that's left so I accept my fate/responsibility.

Though currently the insight that is pouring in is quite amazing.

For instance:

had a dream that I couldn't get the woman i was chasing because someone, possibly a friend, was saying I wasn't respected or popular enough. Becuase I am withdrawing from the matrix I couldn't get laid and wasn't cool.

So I woke up in the dream with that dreadful feeling.

Then took a shower and realized what a bunch of BS.

The drawing in of this negative energy is possibly a conduit for such a dream.

The entities that are feeding on the negative (if that is true, i don't doubt, but cannot verify) are in for a fight.

I want to see what they got. And so far it ain't shit.

Thank your for your reply. I understand I am wrong but will continue with my anger until I get a real sign.

Again your words are quite helpful from letting me slip too deep. I will try to breathe.







On a related topic last night whilst drifting off, i picture myself, as I often do of late, seeking out the darkness and evil and once I see it's sickly grin i manifest a large axe, sword or combination hammer axe sword and start smashing indiscriminately.

HA!

Just smashing around hell or the evil or what ever you want to call it.

Love it alot. It is the reason they come and attack me in my dreams i think. But the cool thing is when they attack me i get information from the exposure. You know when you see the whites of their eyes that the war is on.

So whilst smashing around hell I notice none of the demons can really fight head on they run from the hammer.

But their power is not to be underestimated and AGAIN I thank you for throwing me a line.

Bend over and grab your ankles. -Uncle Sam

Can't wait to pull down my pants and give you a taste of patriotism. God bless monsanto and endless war!

Slavery is freedom yeah!

Well so far, the jury is out and the verdict is in.

Negativity even at the fucked system that is in place is bad.

The smartest people on glp all agree so far.



So I should turn the other cheek again? Just let em keep raping and pillaging?

Yup bend over tax slave we want to touch freedom.

lap up our medicines so you can cure your sickness of knowledge and health.


To the spreaders of light I see battling on my side to keep me above the depths I appreciate it.

But what of Revolution. When is enough enough?

touch your freedom

Oh yeah, more youthful fed up anger.

Do you think your the first one to get mad. When I look around today at people from the age of 15 to 35 I know we're fucked. Then I see the occu fuck snots who are living off mommy and daddys trust run around protesting and smashing shit.

I'm sick of mealy mouthed crotch pheasants like the op who get nothing out of life except to bitch and bitch.

One day you actually will WAKE UP and realize nobody can stand your ass and your left with narcissism and no money. An awesome combination.

jackass, I own my own property, and haven't spoken with parents in years. Left my hometown at 19 years old only been back a handful of times.

Youthful, i wish, going on 4 decades here.

No, my anger is appropriate and directed at the current bullshit going on in the world right now.

keep your money, I have gold and silver, and lead.

So if you think Im' so "occu fuck snot" then more power to ya, I just hope you are ready to fight if you try saying that shit to my face.

Also I get a lot out of life such as my own property, food and friends i can count on because we don't worship money, but honor and honest work instead.

This country was founded on rugged individualism and now everyone sucks the dick of the FED Reserve.

Go chase your demon money, and see what you end up with. Hint: it will never be enough.

Re reading I realize what a coward you are. The system has it's claws in you for sure, I only hope you eventually make it out friend.

Money will not save you, there is no honor in being loyal to a corrupt system.

Well then your old enough to know that your not changing shit pal. Your also old enough to get the fuck out.
Your also old enough to know that whatever you claim to be on the internet is just that, a claim.

Pull your head out bud, focus on the shit you can change and don't forget that being human means you can adapt.

The rules and laws we live under aren't always fair, true. But I'll take what we have here over what BILLIONS of people live under every day.

So, you've got land. That's something you can control the poisoned food with, no? Your thoughts, that's a life long struggle for all, why submit to the negative? Your tough guy survivalist prepper routine won't serve well when it hits, but then again we all think we have an answer until your screen goes blank from 1000 yds.

There are answers, but their not on glp.

Good luck, your in need of it.

Can you answer a question for me.

How do you view stress?

so first you AD HOM me then you come up with give up you can't win or change anything and will die from a sniper bullet if you even try?

I am not claiming shit, just defending against your ignorant and wrong accusations.

You are all over the place.

I can tell you are attempting to be somewhat decent here so I will entertain your statements.


When did you decide to rollover and take it? Is my anger at the system threatening to your status quo in some way?

Internet tough guy syndrome is real an you displayed it against me and you no nothing about me?

Yet when I display it against the deceivers you call me out on it?

fuck the system fuck the politicians fuck the poison gmo food and fuck giving in.

stress is sucky. but a crucial part of intuition.



right back at you, how do you view being made a slave and lied to all your life by supposed leaders?

rollover and take it?

got to take off, will check in tonight.