I feel sorry for you, can't be Christian if you're looking for Buddha.
A Christian wants the Holy Spirit to give him the understanding in living the way God has given us the knowledge; to find the light of faith by cleaning the consciouness of temptations and avoid making sins.
Man's knowledge can't have the same weight like God's.
I guess you believe but not sure what Christianity is abvout (and not talking about masked papistacy - catolicism no way - and Jesus haters of sects and cults).
If you want to feel "like nothing", you actually turn your back to Jesus Christ.
The same with Yoga, if you think is no religion, think again - everything is the outer shell of invoking dark spirits of death and demonic.