had money, didn't bring happiness brought misery.

poor now, feel great, lots of life now, less buying widgets from "THEM"

Food grows without money, it grows from seed, dirt and water.

Air is life sustaining and invisible and everywhere.

The time is not here for all to see clear.

oops not trying to rhyme.

good luck op. But I know what you mean it looks bleak.

Try opening up to whatever you see as god or the good in life.

Maybe I am out of line but you seem a bit jaded.

are you jaded OP?