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Message Subject I'm a little teapot
Poster Handle Anonymous Coward
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although I could never confirm at this point whether I've been involved in this as deeply as some on this thread, one thing I do know is I came across the topic many years ago...but for some reason there was an almost 'hypnotic' suggestion to "stay away". I came across Fritz Springmeier's book on monarch programming at that time, but could not read, for whatever reason, more than a few pages. I have since read the whole thing and pushed myself constantly to find out as much as I can, because of my family's multigenerational military background, and my seemingly interesting ability to meet and be friends with people over the years who have had pretty heavy programming...the stories I've heard...

I spent all my adolescence+ within the mental health system, but it never got beyond a 2 week stint at a hospital in my early 20s. After that point my parents and myself pushed me to get away from the mental health establishment. My parents had become scientologists at that point...which is another story but of course related.

I always felt I was put in a program very young, but it was aborted due to me not complying in some way. My life has loads of psychic experiences and uncanny coincidences- such as my close involvement and friendships with people who were very much displaying many of the symptoms divuldged in Springmeier's book. I was asked multiple times as a child if I was developing a photographic memory...I was like 2-4 years of age and being asked this is one of my few verbal memories...my great grandfather had it, and the family on my moms side goes back two presidents I'll leave unnamed here. They asked me if "I had a photographic memory like his." I had times as even a teenager with significant blackouts where I'd been verbally abusive...when a family member told about one in particular it floored me...felt horrible for a few days...but then realized what if I have many more epidsodes like this one?

I wish you the best with figuring out what has happened and dealing with the pain. Much peace, hf
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1271534

There was all sorts of fuss over the photographic memory when I was growing up. It's probably why I was taught to blur out faces in my vision when I looked at people, in case that memory was working.

It annoys the hell out of me that they were essentially looking for "fully loaded" humans, and when they couldn't find one they resorted to some fucking Frankenstein-esque techniques. I come from the same neighbourhood that multiple US presidents from the last few decades spent time in, so not exactly a stranger to their steps. Maybe you were a "back up". Hell if I know what I am. I still can't decide if I just had really bad luck (or a bad location anyway) or if this stuff is seriously throughout society.
 Quoting: The Light Under the Door

I feel like I've had to disconnect and guard myself from becoming involved with the wrong people. I only keep a few friends, and usually don't discuss this stuff with them...I can smell a 'rat' from a good distance so to speak. If I am creeped out by someone, if at all possible I get the hell out...

...I remember all the energy I collected, especially in college before landing in the hospital. These people, particularly a close relationship I had were cunningly narcisistic, and when it was all said and done, the entire few years fiasco was all my fault. I had friends that said "wow, so you've actually got people working against you". Very few knew the whole story amungst my total circle (which was large because i was at a small college), because the perps were very worried about being called out. They did slander me online- but they couldn't face me. When I returned to finish my education I spoke about it pretty freely with friends I still had and was as open as I could've been after having the kind of mental breakdown I had. The whole thing occurred right after 9/11, but it built to a head strongly in summer of 2001.

911 triggered a lot of us I believe...things came to ahead and now I am on guard because they are trying to do it again in a major way...this time I am smarter though and realize the nature of the game...how all of us, although small pieces in the puzzle are all in on this...it is an energy they are feeding and harvesting, some of us are just more directly/deeply involved in various ways. Some people only need a TV set...thousands of others like us are for whatever reason selected to display larger and darker parts of the program.

I think people go through rough times...that is for sure. But then there are some of us that experience things that are not just typical bad days or unforseen circumstances, and these themes go on for a lifetime...
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