Seek medical and psychiatric help, what you are experiencing isn't normal.
Quoting: Cave Johnson would you really want to live and strive for normality? can you imagine what it would be like if everything was normal? it would be, just like death, so go ahead and leave the physical plane because joy is your purpose and it is achieved with appreciation
imagine being in an environment where everything was blue, you would not be able to make out any difference or contrast anywhere
when you are dead you are in perfect normality
what is normal? a word? a concept? so is potatoe? why dont you advise her to go make some potatoes grow in the garden?
you seem depressed, i suggest you start practicing the art of appreciation, simply start appreciating things
why would anyone want the concept of normal?
why would anyone want to be normal?
the normal is the most common attribute of any given subject
like if most of the population on earth wears green t-shirts, that is the most normal thing to wear, but why on earth would anyone want to strive to be or become normal? i cannot fathom or understand this anyway whatsoever