1. No I probably can not....but it is most likely emotional influence that disrupts the thoughts, rationality, and logic. Hence why someone as close to you could have an unknown problem. Let alone the idea that your very offspring can't be understood...that could make it even more hazy. I would suggest a third party that is able to witness the problem in real time.

2. It honestly is what you make of it. The end result and the idea of a purpose are almost always two different conclusions. But, when it comes to a purpose I would say follow your gut...it already knows those things.

(I guess I am generic, but don't expect miracles lol) A forum thread just isn't a lot for me...I am not that good. Though I will do my best so

I would say start listening to yourself and you will hear a million answers going on in your thoughts. But, always listen to yourself first, then you will start to see how half of those million answers were based off of insecurity's...and the other half of those answers were possible. The direction is already there, it's just buried and I can't dig it up for anyone else. Sorry