I'm feeling really sad tonight. I don't know what is happening. I was reading about the insane things we smokers stooped to for our fixes. Reading all those stories just brought on this huge sadness in me. And I'm feeling a little weak in my dedication to never take another puff. It's almost like I can convince myself the whole thing is hopeless. Tell me it isn't. I've been 21 days... well... 12...

This is so weird.

Tell me to stop this nonsense!!! Other people have done it. I can do it. Why am I so sad? After all this time?