Today marks one week for me. I'm doing this thing cold turkey. Glad I only have a short 3.5 hour shift today. Little grumpy, way lazy. Nothing I can't handle. A bit weepy. Just had to tell
Someone that I was not up to having Valentines dinner this week. I'm not planning on celebrating it at all, as my SO just passed away in September, very unexpectedly. I had went out with this person several times, I was clear that I was only looking for friendship at this stage as I am still grieving my loss, but he fell hard for me and nice as he is....I am not there yet. Maybe never will be with this guy....so I had to turn down the dinner invite. It's OK. Everything will be OK.....