The only "Nordic alien ancestor" you had was an African child, an albino born to a black woman. Black women still give birth to blond haired blue eyed babies in parts of Africa with no contact with "white" genetics. Your "alien" gene is an anomaly in one allele that suppressed your melanin production and turned dark skin pale, and changed your phenotype. Over time this became fixed in some populations. But your ghost melanin remained. Sometimes revealed in a skin tan. Sorry to bust your bubble, but you are not superior nor a cosmic god. You are the descendant of a very strong black woman whose genes were powerful enough to fight off centuries of pathogenic mutations that should have killed you, for you to survive their residence in your genetics because of her mitochondria. You are dying out because earth is being reoriented toward the sun and more of its deadlier rays are getting through our shields around the planet. Melanin recessive humans will not survive the exposure to massive doses of gamma radiation. You will not turn into Hulk, you will suffer grave damage to your DNA. And most will not likely make it. Wake up! You are deceived.