From what you wrote it seems to me that you are very self-absorbed. That everything that happens in the world evolves around you. Like you see yourself from a "3rd person view". Nothing dangerous or crazy about it IMO. But people around you can see you like a total douche if you "act it out". Nothing to worry about.

Edit: Now that i saw your last post, maybe i'm wrong. But it sounds much like it. Not like paranoia, but something in between.

Edit 2: Now i understand. Sounds like that i wrote above (not the first edit). Gonna make a better answer soon. At work and pretty much to do right now.