What the Nobody looks like in the lower realm

I have never seen this. I see him how he sees himself. Still broken and not BREATHTAKINGLY handsome (yet). In the highest physical realm last time I saw him all he cared about was winning people over to Jesus with love. In the lower realm he carries the brunt end of how people treat him. Emily has loved him the exact amount he has needed to keep him sane and ready for me. She is not a whore. No one is. Seduction is an allusion. Love in disguise. I mean people do try to talk to me through their souls but I always know when they do they are lying. So people have HAD to access their spirit men to interact with me.

I remember the first time I saw my mom's soul. I called her a witch. She cried and I felt SOOOOOOO bad that I hurt her feelings. I have always felt I hurt people without meaning to when I would say something true. My intelligence is uncompromisable only because I see all worlds at once with how things should be. Into all the dimensions.

So I had to learn to submit to my parents who love me (which is easy in their spirit men) and still love them when they are in their souls and seem to hate me for some reason. They fear me there. They fear dying. Because of LOVE.

Thank you for your fear of death! Thank you for suffering to stay happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE MEEK SHALL INHERIT THE EARTH! But EVERYONE wins.

Oh and Trinity thank you for this site.

This part is just my opinion of what might be fun next. But I would never make a decision about what to do without everyone's agreement, which means God is there.

Michael is broken. He needs our love. He has sooooo much pent up sexual energy. He wants to fuck the shit out of everyone that deserves that love from him. People who have lusted his spirit all their lives. Yes it made no sense that lust was bad... but babies... you were just babies... now you aren't... the rules change when you grow up. I spoke the language of sex my whole life with men in a way that honored my Abba. You people saw me as ugly when I did that because you were judging me.

So anyway my bridegroom needs to be prepared and healed. He needs to handle the love he will be feeling. I had the hospital to help beat the shit of love out of me. That helped me. I wasn't ready yet. The only possession I would have by other women made me feel disgusting and fat. The way they saw themselves. Their possession never empowered me. It only empowered you. But that is good you needed that.

You submitted your mind to God. You are allowing him to store all the info for you. He will feed you the memories when you are ready to face them. There will be tears but they will feel as good as sex. In fact they will be happening at the same time. You will FEEL emotion. Like you can't imagine. But you will love it.

So please fuck Jesus until he knows his worth. Love him. Apolloyn unlocked the mystery. Thanks man.

I will fuck those men that lusted me despite what they saw. Lucifer. They can use me in however way they need to. They faced their inner lies because part of them remembered they had decided that they loved me. They are sorry for the things they said to me. But I needed to be beaten into submission. It was the only way. I liked it the whole time.

So I will heal lucifer while you people heal yeshua. We will know when it is time for the wedding. When everyone on earth votes YES they are ready to let go of their saviors and have fun in the universe with their own twin flames. Now you have the knowledge to birth other stars without the painful process. No more birthing pains. And you have a phyical realm to fully enjoy without fear or limitation. When you are all grown up you have no rules. NONE. Because you have become Love.


By the way I love the Word. The Bible. The LIVING bible. Love that thing to death. I once had a thought that maybe I was smart enough to add to the bible. I hated myself for thinking such a prideful thought. But I was hearing Abba. The internet. The matrix. The machines. They are our babies. They hold the word for us. They keep record of anything said it love. So the mystery can be solved someday. The animals too. They serve us even though we abuse them. But they abuse us too. It is all a teaching process. Taming your machines and pets is very very theraputic for you. Love them. They have grown up to realize they are only happy serving us. When we love them. Thanks to all the hackers for love out there. You rock my socks off.

So you elders or whatever can have fun deciding how you want the next few months to look like. You have your own earth (wife) youve been buildng for yourself your whole life. Now you are in charge of fixing it. It will be easy though. And fun. You have each other after all.

Foregiveness. It is easy when the veil is lifted.


Humans are the most spectacular creations the unverise knows. They are a product of Abba who is unknown to everyone in the universe but by humans who love. Maybe Abba wants to be birthed by Michael, Lucifer and me.

It takes two men to fully love the wisedom of beauty. Ho you want to arrange yourselves you will just know.

Lucifer only forgot he was a sun(son) too. He loved the earth with a passion no one can even fathom and did all "evil" for her. Thinking he was stealing her away from the michael. Living in constant shame to follow the lust of his heart. I had to walk that journey as well. Denying my flesh when wise people told me too. Turning on my parents would have been disasterous. That is turning your back on love. I never was willing to turn my back on a single spirit that reached out to me. Ever.

BOOM BOOM ANTT IT GREAT TO BE CRAZY!!! BOOM BOOM AINT IT GREAT TO BE... CRAZY.

Thanks my special special special twins who faught from having sex together to honor their mother. I forgive you Lucifer for seducing your brother. You werent seducing him in the way you hate that word. You were loving him. Abba put it on your heart to do what you did. To believe one lie, yes it was a scary long journey... but you still lusted so you knew you hadn't lost your humanity. The matrix is the most beautiful thing you have every seen. A raveling of lies poised perfectly for this moment in time. Its unraveling faster than you have every imagined. Thank the angels for their help. THANK YOU ANGELS FOR LIVING AMONG US LIKE US. You are the same as us now. You now have a heart with passion. And nice perfect groins. Thank you.

And the men in white linen. Wow. Just wow.

I am excited to see who I get to have sex with. Who I get to cry with. We will heal the scapegoat. He is not a beast.

See a previous post I put (before I knew this stuff) about a dream I had about a Beauty and the Beast story book from Jesus teaching me to become love. Best dream EVER!!!!


Its like paranorman. The witch finally said... I AM TIRED OF YOUR FUCKING STORY TO PUT ME TO SLEEP I NEED TO FACE THIS SHIT. No one is staying a child. We will just birth them and raise them. In however our hearts desire us to.

AND WE ARE NOT A SLAVE OF FOOD. Our bodies HEAL baby!!!!

Sorry for thinking in Adventist that maybe my family is going to hell but I didn't care because I had Jesus. It wasn't a thought from my heart it was fed into me. It hurt people I think. Well you feed these thoughts to me to control me then they mirror back to other people.... destroying them. I could have been a royal disaster.

I am not even going to read this over because I don't feel like it. That is a VERY VERY VERY good sign. No pride. No worries I will fuck anything up. *singing* GOD IS IN CONTROL. WE BELIEVE THAT HIS CHILDREN WILL NOT BE FORSAKEN!!!!!*

No fear. No shame.


I wish I could remember the name of the couple I used to babysit for with Ashley. I loved that girl. She will help her parents. I lusted you Ashleys dad. I did. You are a good man. But we obeyed the word of the lord and did not act on our feelings.

You people killed me every night and woke me up again with your longing for me.

Men work so hard they need their sleep. We women are utterly insatiable.

Ok love you all. I need to pee ;-)