is the nobody alone?

Swiss poster, andreidita, avalonia & co. :)

The reason for pushing it like crazy all the time was like a painter's or sculptures working on a picture or figure and constantly seeing flaws in it - which is NOW in SHAPE. :)

The only things i love is my source, me and people that are or will become like Sophia dear grammar freaks - the ones that are of the same ESSENCE in the end. :)

“Occultists can only be recognized by occultists!”

An atheist or materialist will never understand or be able to follow the trains of thought or the motives of an occultist. One distinguishes between constructive (or positive – also called spiritualists) and destructive (or negative) occultists; the positive uses his knowledge of the spiritual laws to understand life and thereby to help himself and others, the negative uses it exclusively for himself, i.e. for the realization of his own ego.


Thus the highest occultists (negative in this case) of the planet, the Illuminati, the elite and all their follower lodges occupy, as the uppermost levels in finance, politics, economics, religion and science, almost all the leading positions and they use the old satanic knowledge for their plans. On the other side are the six billion people who purposefully are kept ignorant in falsified religions, atheism, realism, materialism and trusting science, thus speak a different language and exist in this world with nary an idea what is really going on."

Source unknown. :)

RS

Interesting. Its nice to see that you're perspective is expanding. Its all still a little too much focused on the dark, sinister, accusatory and divisive level, for my personal taste; but its just that, my subjective preference.

However you didn't answer my question, except vague inferences. That's OK though, it was merely rhetorical and it looks like you got something out of it.

Here are a few more for you to muse over:

How can you take from me or I give to you, something which is not mine?

If an object is examined, through a medium, by an observer. What is it that you perceive... the object, the medium, the observer or all of them?

If there is one overriding, all encompassing creation of everything, beyond which there is nothing. The source of all sources, if you will. Does everything within that, not ultimately come from that one same source?

Is separation of infinity, not simply a subjectively smaller infinity, which we find 'easier' to understand?

How can you divide the indivisible?

I'm not needing actual answers, as these are merely mental exercises, should you wish to explore them.

The reality of an evil existance is FINITE, but its consequences are INFINITE for the creators of it.

Thread: Pope and Princes of the church are scared

Time to tell the truth and the thread above is the proof, that you already move in this direction. :)

... because the andreiditas, uk posters & co are scared dear organic portals. :)

That what is needed to "break free" - the divine gift - was ALWAYS in you since right from the start. :)

Oh Richard, you know me so well...
with your infinite wisdom...
only you can see through the disguise...
i fool and deceive so many...
but you...
saw through my schemes from the beginning...

:)))))



at least last page i read some posts by you longer than one sentence. thAnk you

why both of you are saying it was not a pleasant experience?
sure, to feel the tension and pressure on that singular point of light, by the surrounding darkness is the most unbearable feeling.
but to feel the sudden expansion/explosion of that point of light is bliss.
to obtain afterwards the full consciousness of one's insignificance in flesh is the final liberation from the self-importance of the ego.

what exactly did you experience so to say it was an unpleasant experience?
unpleasant for which part of you?

And in your opinion, who would they be?



Who do you think gave them reason to fear? Which truth would you like to hear?



Oooh... look... he's added me to his 'they disagree with me, make me think and so I don't like them' list. I'm kinda honoured... but scared, no, especially not of you.

You see, most people only perceive the part of me they choose or more frequently they just make it up themselves. It's very rare that I'll show anyone, who and what I truly am.

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In my case, it wasn't entirely voluntary. Yes stripping away all the rubbish I had 'collected' all my life and exiting with a single concept of love/light creation was a liberation. However the way I got there and the reason for it, was very unpleasant and still is. If it happened naturally as it should have, then there wouldn't have been an issue, however in my case it was triggered/forced by others. All that said, it's still an overall positive, no matter how 'broken' it left my brain, as I will heal eventually and I now know I am a sovereign being. Ego should not be completely dismissed, it is a part of us, its only when its not doing what it should be, that it becomes a problem. Presently it acts as a protection mechanism to ensure that I remain me and do not become a part of someone's 'portal' collection. This is, at least, how I feel now and I do of course reserve the right to change my mind.

I also know, that we are all brothers and sisters of creation and I too see better times ahead, in part because I and many others choose to.

there are better times ahead, indeed.
may i ask you when did you had that experience?

Can anyone tell me or us here who HE is? Ive searched for 20 minutes and all I can find is links back here and other forums.....

why do you think s/he's called the Nobody? :)

does anybody care about the nobodies they pass by thousands everyday?

you have to search all the nobodies to only see they in fact think they are somebodies...
and then you will start to get an idea how the real nobody must be as opposed to all those somebodies...
still does not mean that the nobody won't pretend to be a somebody, because s/he really likes being a nobody :)

It was a period between late 2004 and 2005.

However there were a sting of events/experiences which are the reason why I say it was triggered/forced... would you be interested in hearing about those?

the best thing i find in this life is sharing to kindred souls our inner path. it creates soul empowerment, and allows for crossed confirmations of similarities of the Path.

it is only unfortunate that many here are oblivious to the sacredness of inner search, and are readily mocking such open sharing of one's sincere search into the mystery and infinite beauty of life.

the power of example. talk about 'nobody' is meaningful only insofar people start to understand that it is about there own life, about the small or not so small magic moments in their own life. which are in truth just pieces in a greater puzzle of one's path.

as you know, in the summer of 2004 there was the opening transit of venus. which i had no idea of that time, but much later retrospectively connected its importance to events that happened to me also.

so your timing fits. and do share whatever you find to be important. i am listening.

Thank you, its nice to know that there are some kind and non-jedgemental people out there.

A bit of background to that time, believe it or don't, it makes no difference to me, but it should give you an indication of why I think this was 'triggered'... although I recognise that it was a primarily a synchronos series of events. It has been beneficial to me in some ways and I try to never regret anything, as I prefer to love where I am now, you can't have one without the other I guess... this is the first time i've spoken about this publically and in any detail... anyway this isn't a complete summary or in any particular order, so if you'd like to know more, feel free to ask:

In 2004 I'd just graduated university and started getting into the esoteric and 're-waking up'. This was quite enjoyable and the book 'Celestine Prophecies' was the biggest catalyst, upon finishing reading the book, I got a particular message (not skull-com) which I'll keep to myself for now.

Around this time I was (wrongly) linked by UK security services to an arms manufacturer protest in Brighton called 'Stop EDO' because a friend was involved (there are videos, shot partly by my friend, about this on YouTube), my phone was tapped (quite obvious when you've had family in that business and know what to listen for), I was stalked in person for a brief time, although primarily by abusive and random phone calls; 'ELF' devices were also used on me causing a deep feeling of pure terror, my partner actually thought I was going to have a heart attack at one point, because it was beating at many times the normal rate, (he's a trained medical professional) and it was only when I saw his concern, that I consciously took control of my autonomic system, to calm myself, which is when I started to get some control back. Incidentally I live a few miles from NATO's Electronic Warfare Range. I was probably identified as a particular 'threat' because I have members of my family who used to work for GCHQ and DERA (previously Portondown).

I received several 'communications' all but the first were 'skull-comms' issuing various orders, making grandeous claims and threats to get me to do stuff, mainly break up with my partner and move either to London or Jerusalem (for what reason I don't know). Needless to say I didn't do any of that, I love my partner and I had no money to move; Israel was definitely out, because of my Mum's job I used to have a military designation on my passport stopping me from going to certain countries, incase I was kidnapped and used to force state secrets from my Mum (its fairly standard practice for high level cryptanalysts' families).

The city I live in suffered massive flooding, causing power, landlines and mobile phones to be knocked out for a few days. This was when the weird got really real.

I remember a 'shaddow being' telling me it was time to leave, there was also another one with an animal (dog like) which he set on me while I was lying (awake) in bed, it shot up my spine and I instinctively said 'into the light' as it exited at the base of my skull.

A stranger was attacked right outside my front door, he'd suffered severe head trauma and my partner tried to revive him while we waited for the ambulance and police, I stayed back to allow him to work, but then we needed to move him to restore his airway, as soon as I touched him, I felt a bolt of energy shoot around my body into him and he immediately regained consciousness.

At this time I had also been unfaithful to my partner, which isn't as bad as it sounds as we were in an open relationship. I didn't want to tell him about it, as I knew it would hurt him, even though our relationship allowed for it. However I felt a very menacing and dark presence, litterally pushing me (mentally and physically) from behind (left shoulder) to tell him, to the point I had no choice. As soon as I told my partner, the place where this 'entity' was touching me quite litterally lit up, a beam of light shooting out of my back.

It was this time (the day of the shaddow being with the dog) that we separated temporarily. I went home to my parents and that night I told my mum about the 'thing' which was behind me and wouldn't leave me alone. She has always been 'sensitive' and as soon as I told her she could see it and shouted 'You get you hands off my son right now and leave!' As she did, it was pushed away from me immediately and I 'lit-up' again briefly.

During this time I also experienced several Kundalini without knowing anything about what it was. I also went through a period of about a year where every street light I walked under would flicker off, before coming back on once I had passed. It actually got to the point that entire streets would do this and every time I turned on a light at home, the bulb would blow.

After over a year of this happening I went to the doctor, was diagnosed with a mental health disorder and I was very heavily medicated. I'm now almost off the meds and feeling fine, although it has taken about 7 years to rebuild my brain and I now have very little distinction between my conscious, subconscious and higher self; all are accessible and two-way. I'm also able to see and interact with (more like disrupt) any 'network' you care to mention, which can be a pain in the arse when i'm trying to stream stuff over wifi. I also have some other 'cognitive abilities', which I won't go into right now.

In addition to all this, memories started to surface from late 80s early 90s (around the time of the first gulf war) when I was 'experimented' with as a child, MKULTRA/Monarch style, after I was taken from a sleep-over at a friend's house at RAF Little Rissington and again from RAF Fairford. My friend was the son of a USAF pilot stationed at those bases, who we knew through church (Mormon).

First I was hypnotised via a rear-projection TV in the officers mess at Rissington (i'd never seen one before, so I stared at it, even though it appeared to be on, but with no picture), I lost time, probably around 3 hours, I know this because I was upset that the BBQ which had just started, suddenly was being packed away and I didn't get a burger (I was around 8 years old).

Second time I was taken at night to RAF Welford by troop plane, I'd never been on a plane before and remember asking if i'd get a passport, I was laughed at and told no, it was cold and dark, with no more than 5 people in the large open space, I also remember being strapped in with a 3-point harness. The next thing I remember, they were putting me on a dentist style chair, which lifted and folded flat into a kind of table. They placed something on/near my head, I then remember an internal voice saying 'they're looking into your mind' which made me angry, so I 'back-hacked' through the connection they made to my mind and broke (overloaded) their equipment, I looked behind me to see scientists who were running around in panic, fiddling with non-digital (1980s) machinery. I said something to them, more like growled it actually, although I can't remember what, but it shocked them and I get the feeling this had never happened to them before. I'll admit, these 'recovered memories' are patchy at best.

After this my parents left their jobs and we moved from Cheltenham to Cumbria, where I started to explore astral projection and found it to be surprisingly easy, i'd remote view my friends and tell them about it when I got to school the next day, although my accuracy didn't go down well and I lost many friends that way, so I stopped.

Then in 1999 I started university (5 year course in Media Production), I also did some drugs and got back into astral projection. At Christmas & New Year 2000/1 and again the next year (just after 9/11) I went to visit my brother in Utah (the only times I have 'officially' been on a plane), the first time I had some of the most vivid visions i'd ever experienced up to that point. The second time I was there, I started to suffer from what I now realise was radiation poisioning (bleeding from places I shouldn't) although it was not that serious.

There were also several experiences when I was younger (from about the age of 3), most are second hand from my family, but there are two which I remember. Firstly I used a technique to fall asleep, basically I would sense the chaotic energies around me as a spikey black landscape and slowly through will-power I would turn this into white rolling hills, it wasn't easy, but it was the only way I could sleep and it felt very real.

Secondly I was woken up by my Mum after sleep walking, she was shouting at me 'How the hell do you know that! Never say that again!' I don't remember what I said and all my Mum would tell me was that I'd told her something about her job, which was classified.

This doesn't touch on my 'singularity' moment itself, but rather some of the steps towards it, but by no means all of them. There was also a point where I was 'brought down' which involved a bunch of choices which were given to me. But that's a whole post in of itself.

Anyhoo... This is long and rambling enough as it is, so I'll leave it here. No doubt many will think I'm attention seeking (I couldn't care less if they do though).

However it should give you some insight and explain to the likes of Richard S. who espouse 'Control the minds, control the matrix' why I will never condone overpowering someone's free will in any way, even though I'm more than capable of doing so (I accidentally did it to my partner once and it scared the shit out of me). Also if as he says 'its an all or nothing game' then quite clearly that game is over, as I for one won't be forced again.

I'd love to hear your thoughts and feel free to ask any questions you may want.

Love & Light

It is a he. He is called the nobody because this person is the most powerful person on earth, basically the second coming of Christ, yet no one will give him a job, girls won't go on dates with him, just about no friends until only a few years ago, and now he has a few, and he is small, only about 5'5" tall, bald, etc. By all material world metrics this dude would be a nobody, but those world metrics fail in his case.

good luck in coming to terms with subjective truth projecting upon objective reality and grand archetypes.
it will be quite a ride
if the man you talk about has a pure soul, that is all that matters for me
where exactly is he on the grand scheme of consciousness it is not for me to say, for i did not meet him.
do not confuse your truth you believe with all your being for The Truth
this is a childish error
Truth is spread not by yelling that it is truth
but by the Power of it really being Truth

rough path you had brother.
and i'm really glad to meet and i praise your strength of heart, to share your story.

for me it was quite different. i had peace in my heart as a general rule. born in a country living in a simple past, simple life on the outside, no real hardships.
master of my time 24/24, being allowed complete freedom, nothing forced upon me. thus, allowed to devout to inner search. all by myself, though.
having consciousness blocked at the abstract mental level.
cut off from the source for the first 29 years, during which i perfected the diamond of abstract mind
after all that time trying to get it, searching endlessly, being guided only by small magic experiences, some powerful dreams, small strange synchronicities etc
hoped that people are generally good and they all want to make a better world, just that they do not how
after investing 5 years in phd and ngo thinking that i found some people who really want and also have the power to change things in our little country, i reached the point when i realized that no one really want/has the power to sacrifice for something greater.
all the roads blocked, i decided it is time to take heaven by storm.
so i did. went over the edge. 'died' in all possible ways in full consciousness during 3 hours. saw and felt all the darkness in the world, understood all that happened in my life in subtle meaning, saw my astral soul, saw in super-conscious mode all the history of the universe. had to fight the battle till death between flesh/ego and soul. either i would've renounced soul purity and the ideal of universal love and got all the world or i had to renounce physical life.
and in the point of maximum tension, the cosmic wheel almost totally dark, a sudden burst of light from the chest, complete peace and silence, and the heaven finally opened, and the wheel was overturned. and got reborn.

so my subjective story has an ancient/mystical overtone

this was 2 and a half years ago. from that point, slowly centered in the heart. found confirmations that retrospectively indicated that all until now has been preset. confirmations which have a mathematical perfection, that the rational mind had no choice but to accept it.
now enjoying the peace of being in the now, and doing what has to be done

all your strange experiences are more or less familiar.
one of the things for which i came here, was to meet those living similar things, and having a certain level of awareness, and already decided to stick to their soul.
and they are starting to appear. and you are one of them. and i am glad :)

we have come here for the future. have no doubt. what you experienced is only fantasy for most. but you are alive and have been through all that, and you are here to share your story.
this is a basic joy human beings have the right to have. to share their life path openly. it was not our choice that our lives were filled with such 'crazy' experiences.
if all universe is contained in a drop of water, how marvelous is consciousness itself :)

we are points of light in an infinite universe.
but while we are here in flesh, we march upon One Banner of Love, Freedom, Humanity.

since NoBody is 2 words..we cipher the first word No twice, symbolizing our male/female spirit in our flesh,as our flesh is our Body...NoBody> NO = 14+15= 29 = 2+9 = 11> the letter K...14+15 = 29 = 2x9 = 18 = 1+8 = 9> the letter I...presto,put K.I.aka potassium iodide into our Body...wonder where i have heard that before,lol..

He's about 6'3", has long blond wavy hair and he works as hairdresser by the name of "Ramon" He is very popular with the ladies and also some of the men.

lmao. He's actually the opposite of that.

No way baby-doll, they call him the "big R". He's a better colourer than cutter though. (in my opinion)

I whole heartedly agree. Humanity's strength comes from its diversity and I believe that by being who we are and not bending to the will of others by playing a role we're assigned, we will have a much more fulfilling and positive life. Everyone has problems, but everyone also has solutions, which is why sharing our experiences is so important.

I was going to write a long winded response waffling about myself, what I see and my 'mission'. However a little birdie has suggested another option... Would I be right in thinking that you're able to read energies on a 'psychic' level? If you are, great; but don't go diving in as I'll need to explain something first. If not, that's OK too, I'll just post the waffle I was originally drafting.

In Love and Light for Liberty :)