you are right - I don't need this anymore, what I value is something that you, or really, everyone is devoid of... or they are REALLY good actors...

alone - yes.

mainly, something happened today, and now - time is up, f or me , at least..

the sad thing, is - I could fit you all in the palm of my hand, or in a dragon vase, but... I don't feel it...

and I've made an ass of myself, asking questions.. and then, this morning, something changes, and that's it.