Bat Shit Crazy Thread.

im going to try an experiment

Check this chick out

Music like this I can seem to get inside of it , somehow words just mess up the flow and paint a much different picture .

Please explain in detail just what I have done to you?
Really cause I want to know.    You keep moaning about it, and I still have no clue as to what you say/think I did...

I can tell ya a couple of things off the top of my head that I have done for you.

Remember last year when you left this site and went to the other because you were upset about a member "having the mods in her pocket" your words.

Can ya remember how long it took for me to get the Applesauce site up.. was about a week or less, wasn't it?   Did you once stop to think why that was... had alot to do to with you.

We all missed you.

I asked my husband to pay for and set up a site for us girls to still get together, Also at the time we were under attack on the "She" thread.
But you being gone from here was the trigger.


Remember you Secret Santa idea... Well let me fill ya in on that one.  

There were only 4 of us that wanted to take part in that. Me, you, fringe and blue.  After several post on the site, we were the only ones that answered.
My husband kept asking me what to do???  
Finely I made the decision that it should go on, cause poor Angels, didn't want to make her feel sad, by letting her know that not all were onboard with her idea.

So, instead of my hubby matching up people, I did.  Turned out really nice for you, didn't it?  
The person that was assigned to be your secret Santa gave ya a hefty sum of dosh. It made us all smile to see you happy.

I even took on your end of being a secret santa, so you didn't have to spend on anyone, cause you made me feel like you haven't any money and I just wanted you to feel not under pressure.
Didn't tell ya or anyone but husband that  I left my self out of it, again for you.

Oh, yes you did end up asking me why you had no one to send to, so I told you it was me and I wanted nothing... You insisted, So I said fine just send me a photo of you and your son smiling.

That is just a few things... Have no need or want a thank you, or validation. Not my style...

How lovely of you to be laughing at vile comments about a man, my husband, That never did anything to you other than help... Be very proud of yourself.. you earned it, well done.


Now lets skip forward, shall we...

You hurt my feelings pretty bad with your unfounded negative thoughts about me,  you let your mind be polluted by a habitual liar, the teeth shit was absurd.  I'm not the type of person that will have just any old friends... I believe friends should tell it like it is, not smile say nothing is wrong, and turn around and think/say nasty stuff.
Maybe that is how it is for you, but not me. I like it real, it may be stinky, but its real.. That is what matters.

So, after some time, I just decided enough was enough.. I don't want so called friends thinking the things you did about me.  
I asked you to take me off your friends list, left it simple and said just let it go with no hard feelings...

Seems that was not fine for you, as you started trolling me with negative comments.

Fair enough, so I gave you negative comments back... btw... I never wrote anything that you haven't wrote on here already...

So, I ask you again what exactly did I do to you?

The division bell is being rung.... are you vibrating to it or to Love ? I extend Love from the heart to each and everyone of you ... Free yourself from the yoke of division I woke up singing this song this morning



Free your karmic strings of division it will keep you separated from The All...