I should elaborate on my hatred; What I don't understand is why the hell we are here for! I mean clearly, I've seen this other place and I've been able to be conscious of this body of light. The house, the place where my higher self resides is incredibly beautiful. The sunset, the view from atop of the hill where I am currently meditation onto this world from, seems to peaceful and less full of noise. If our higher-self is us, why can't we just go back and forth through simple command? Unless our higher-self is like an older brother in the positive world, leaving the younger brother in the negative world so he can learn his lessons. There are many different theories on this, but the people that do have the experience - never really talk about weather we are alone in this other side, if we have another family. I miss being there, even though is was very briefly. Almost puts a knot on my throat knowing most of the worlds population thinks this is it.