Warrior Training - Vivid/Lucid Dreaming

Maybe not the right place to ask, but I'm thinking about asking my docter for Valium, I have an axiety disorder, which often causes depression, major lack of foucs and what I need to do.

Was wondering if anyone has good things to say about taking Valium and if it would help increase my focus on things like art, animation, and learning overall. Usually my mind has too many anxious thoughts going threw it to be able to sit down and give my full attention to what I'm actually trying to accomplish. Depression is a big thing too, it comes and goes with very little warning or reason to be depressed.

I already smoked weed for close to 2 years, maybe 3, I've recently stopped and my tolerance has gotten so slow that it actually is usually worse for my anxiety of depression, seriously one bowl will sometimes give me shakes, compared to being able to smoke all day, everyday. Can't do that anymore because I can't work, and can't afford to smoke up everyday, and I don't get the same creative drive that it use to give me.

Any other suggestions are welcome, biggest thing I need is focus, being able to have my thoughts on the same page as what I am seeing infront of me and not all over the place like usual.

Thanks

I have Lucid dreams, though not as often as I'd like to. The one I remember the most was I could manipulate where and the era I was in. I sang with Duke Ellingtons, big band. Then next I was standing on a hill above Pearl Harbor one day before the attack. I was holding a box in my hands that was an apparatus to teleport me to different moments in time.

Then I was suddenly at an open air market on a different world or dimension. The people were clothed in flowing colorfulll garments I could see their eyes and knew they were not human. I walked among then for awhile, not fearing anything.

This was all occuring in the same dream and I controled my whereabouts.

In the many lucid dreams I've had, I've ALWAYS experienced intense energy and adrenline rush for hours afterwards. This is the one thing I've never read or heard mentioned upon waking from a lucid dream.

Has anyone had that intense rush of energy/adreline thats lasts for hours afterwards?

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What did their eyes look like, if not human or alive?

This one has promise for being a perfect "slave" to the itinerary.

Not only is he proud that he has "promise" of being a proper slave, he actually posted it on a nationally known forum to let others know of his compliance.

This one has promise for being a perfect "slave" to the itinerary.

Not only is he proud that he has "promise" of being a proper slave, he actually posted it on a nationally known forum to let others know of his compliance.

Is your abdomen flat, your % body fat less than 15, can you run a mile in 6 minutes, and can you bench press 185 more than 5 reps? If so, you may be ready...to start.

was the "training" just in lucidity and doing things in dreams?or were there more specific things you were doing during this"training"?

please come back and post OP, its an interesting topic, i hope this isnt a post and run.

Went to bed after posting...the whole dream was lucid. Talking to the other students and performing the combat skills they were training me. When I tossed Pocahontas to the ground, I remember thinking "No way she's getting up from this!"

Did anyone else pin Pocahontas or were you the only one?