ModernDayMystic

Hello,
I'm hoping you can assist. As can be guessed by my username, I've reached a place in my life where I'm at a low point in my health, career and love life. Honestly, my existence has been a perpetual struggle. While I've had good times and experiences it always seems to be a side effect, or merely a rest, in order to continue. My goal has always been to simply to obtain happiness and abundance. While not poor or perennially unhappy, genuine success or joy has always eluded me. Perhaps this is karmic, but regardless, while I have ideas about moving forward I would like this to be appropriate and my actions not be counterproductive, or just creating another cycle.

What advice can you provide that I may implement to positively affect those three areas?

Thank you.

I don't know how that relates to me. Can you please elaborate?

=) Thank you for the last message.. I've been forming another question. Haven't quite gotten there.

It may have always been but I'm attempting to make sure all that I am is open to you for this inquiry. Have anything for me?

Tell me something please thanks

Your detoxing from what is being sent.... it will pass an you will emerge from your slumber.

Looking good now as the sun is coming up.

First off stop with the melodramatics.... as they are unwarranted and dont play well with me....

That mess of shit you wrote above is making me wanna vomit...

Short answer is yes I can help assist and bring you out of your primordial ooz....

but first you must confess what it is you truly seek in your heart.

No.... think about it a bit and report back as the explanation is on its way to you now.

Yes I do.... but I'm spoiled and what for you to give to me first.

Trick or Treat?

thanks that helped

A lot of thoughts... my mind doesn't see giving and receiving as a simple thing. I attempted to bring through any energy you may need. It felt like it worked. I am not sure of how else to give without being asked.

Also... "open up" came to me so I'm just going to lay out here simply what I struggle with the most.

#1 is survival fears/finding direction. I've never been able to find something I really enjoyed and stuck to it. I have no source of income at the moment and am living with a friend and his dad. In a way I'm kind of deceiving as it was understand that I'm trying to move out of here but honestly I am and I'm not. Things keep coming to me but they feel like manifestations of what I don't want that came from early mental complications in my life.

#2 and this feels like the hardest one to get out, lol, is porn and masturbation. I'm not coming up with a good way to put this.. I guess.. women and sexuality were a problem for me for a long time. Actually.. not so much of a problem. The main thing.. and I'm not sure if it's still there.. is there was a big ass ball of guilt/shame wrapped around it.

#3 My mom. We had a whole ordeal. As far as I can understand I ran out of energy and was completely overtaken by a low vibration. Ended up stabbing her in the neck. Went to jail for 30 days. Got out.. got charges dropped.. everything went smoothly. Problem is.. she fears it will happen again. She thinks I'm taking medicine and I'm not and would not be comfortable if she knew I wasn't. I am still going to psychology and w/e appointments to get medicine I'm not taking and have some guy try and figure out whats wrong with me. I am only doing it for her sake.. but I don't even know if I should.

#2 and #3 seem like flowing with it is best and it will work itself out appropriately in time. #3 is more stressful than #2. #1 is and has always been my biggest struggle.

Aside from all of this there is this thought or maybe more of a desire of moving out of physical reality. Not even sure what that means. I am going through major transformations every day. Was told "you can go home now" one night before bed. Had a major experience. Woke up and was told "home is available now". Not sure what that was about either.

Lol.. I didn't expect all of this. Thank you. Thank you so very much.

You have a energy leech sucking on the base of your skull...... It's bringing about mind confusion as it sucks the essence of what makes you whole.... Right out of you.... This is the root cause of all your mental and physical issues

Suggest we poison the little bitch and send it whence it came...

Do a google for the rainbow banana and the image that screens your name is the one you want...... There will be no mistake as you will be pulled into it.

Once you have the image print it and sleep with it under your pillow.

Results to follow within 72 hours.... As you claim back your humanity. The will rid yourself of the leech.


Thank you. I found the rainbow banana; your suggestion has been implemented, and improvement noted within your timeframe. I feel less "foggy" and more directed in the short-term. I am impressed.

What do you sense from me and any advice?

Thanks! Any readings today please?

Big smile is good. He came back as well, but it aint good betwwen us. Do you see any improvements, or do you think he just plays me? x

Hoping you may give some insight on my current life. Since mid February I have endured and hopefully weather successfully a horrendous false allegation campaign from a pseudo unstable acquaintance. I have been scrutinized and of course nothing checked out as alleged.

FIRST QUESTION... should I report this person or simply let this go as it is not my earthly job to point out the crazy people????? And reporting this person could reopen my scrutiny?

Also since beginning of February my responsibilities at home have increased greatly, adding to my stress. (Do note, with the responsibilities & stress, at home came a gift for me that allows me some degree of economic freedom.)

SECOND QUESTION, am I failing to take advantage of my situation & seize any opportunities? Any insights?

Now my work has just begun to cause me problems. My work likes my results (as I have the highest response results) but my work wants me to lower costs of achieving the results. This work is flexible and fits in well with all my at home responsibilities. My work has never given me a raise in 4 years & I have no benefits & I make very low pay. I only do this work to keep me connected with people & working world.

THIRD QUESTION... will I continue to work here? Or will this employment not like my production costs & minimize me or let me go? Should I seek totally different work scenario, with more independence & something I am passionate about? Any insights, please?

Lastly, I am a little depressed. I have love around me. And I live each day with positive expectations.

FOURTH QUESTION...Will I meet someone soon? Am I missing the opportunities to meet someone? What changes do I need to make? Do you see me meeting someone soon?

Thank you. I know this is alot of reading, but I thought perhaps background information could help. I am rather stymied right now. I can be very flexible & adapting to bad situations. I also am slow to act, but life goes by fast. Even though I am older (I'm mistaken for much younger) as I do have great energy. Any insight would be greatly appreciated. Thank you again.

Hi Peter. I've been depressed lately. Any idea why? thank you.

You are going home as we all are and the feelings are perfectly normal.

Stay the course no matter what.

Please keep me abreast of your progress :)

How are you doing?

Your being played like a fiddle plane and simple.

Do you require more explanation?

Feeling quite agitated today. I'm recovering well from surgery but feeling anxiety over my next life choices...

Yes i do please. It would help x

Big shift in your energy field on March 21st..... Ring a bell?

Turmoil about to go nuclear....... Sup with that?

You are living in the fatrix as none of it means a fucking thing when your heart stops...... Get my drift....

Your blood pressure is highly elevated and there is def something wrong with your ticker....

Suggest you get checked out and soon....

Use the ethers to dump the anxiety..... Once it flowing it will drown out.

When you look them in the eye do you feel...... Like your looking at someone you know?

My dad passed on Sunday.... I am grieving...

Ingrid

Wish I knew what was up with it.

Thank you.