ModernDayMystic

What up what up. I was just laying down to rest my back and it turned into kind of a meditation. I began focusing my energy just trying to be completely open, relaxed and feeling all of my energy. Trying to just let it flow and cycle in as well as out and expand. Somewhere during all of this I ended up in a deep dreamlike state.. very present. Though its tough to remember exactly how it went. It felt like I was still awake in my bed but I was fading into these dreams or other places. Finally I was like F this I'm just gonna transition over there and see what's going on.

Well... I sent out the intention and nothing happened for a few seconds then BOOM. I knew it was about to go down. But instead of going from the bed I was laying down in to the dream whatever.. I went from the dream whatever into my body. I was the most present I've ever been for the entrance into my body and I saw things from both perspectives at the same time (physical and w/e the other is). When I got back like semi merged with my body I was in a transitional state. I heard something like "Get him the f off of me" and noticed a pressure in my chest. Maybe I was just freaking out cause I always feel a kind of pressure when I'm in between states. But I started pulling hard at the energy outside of my heart center try and clear it lol. It was rather instinctive. Actually before all this happened and I was laying down messing with my energy I was doing clockwise and counter-clockwise spirals on my chest cause the energy there is very stuck. That had some neat effects but I dunno about longterm.

And through this story I almost forgot the most profound part about it to me. When I was moving back into my body I felt the hell out of my vibration. I was vibrating soooo strongly. Never felt that before. Only things I've felt is different energies(though I suppose this was energy also). I was just vibrating. Like one of those video game controllers. It was cool as hell.

Can you provide as much clarity as possible on this? Maybe it's just one of the experiences I've been having.. but damn I was so present this time. I have been trying to avoid the "higher octave" experiences or w/e cause it drains the hell out of me. Being careful to take care of my body cause I feel like it's in a delicate state. So yea.. just wondering what this one was.. it felt like nothing I've done before and kinda wondering if I should try it again.

You cant control the higher octaves they are going to happen when you are ready regardless of if you think you are or aren't. :)

This is a classic of example of what you will be experiencing as you move through the higher octaves.

I cant explain your experience as its brought on by you for you.... It to be experienced not explained.

This is still some what amusing but when do we get to the mystic and modern day part 70 pages of head games and no actual substance.

Energy suggests that your heart is open to all things good but yet your zest fife is not as exciting as it once once. Longing for something is huge in your energetic field. Can you please explain.

Things really seem to be putting themselves together right in front of me with little to no effort or assistance from myself. Why? I feel terrible for the people that will never have the opportunities that are shaping up in front of me. I don't feel special, or deserving. Why is this happening?

Sorry for the delay in response to your answer, your reply made me feel unsure. Yes my heart is open to all things good, my zest for life is attached to my longing perhaps, that longing is to be able to have a property for my animals, and this seems unattainable at this time, unless I relocate out of the area I live in. This I guess is my major stepping stone.Should I stay or should I moove.... Thankyou

So. I've been lost for a while now. Any chance you could let me know what I should be doing.

Not sure if this is up your alley..do you know where my cat Jeeperz is? He came home nm

Hi MDM,

Thank you for all the help and hope that you have given
me in the past. I have a question... I have been dragged
into a horrible and serious lawsuit because of a previous
employer I worked for..for only seven months. This lawsuit
against me has been going on for three years now. It has
been horrible and has destroyed my life and my children's life.
I have a huge case against them once they let me out of it. I plan to sue them for a lot of money. Can you give me an idea
of a time frame I may expect to settle with them? and if I will be granted the large sum that I believe I am inclined to
receive? Many many thanks...

Barbara

Open your heart and follow your dreams..... cast off your bow lines.... dream - explore - discover.

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.'

Wonderful quote, I hope I find the courage

Energy suggests that you will be victorious because you are righteous about the whole situation.

Thank you... do you have an inkling regarding a general timeline ... like in the next months..days..etc. and a very basic amount of $$ ...is it substantial...or menial..thanks...sorry I am asking..but appreciate your help desperately......much love and light
barbara

1st quarter 2014.... you wont be disappointed :)