i have been told by a seer that i need to focus on my 3rd eye opening... however i can barely focus or when i get to go in meditation... i hear the noise in my ears, the feeling in my body. not cold or hot. Then bam it just stop. no more.

Its driving me nuts to not know what the hell im not understanding. im trying to look back on my past memories to hunt the memory that is blocking me... just cant find it.

What do you see of the first astral projection i had about 2 years ago? The cries then the sun ramming me down!

Ive felt enourmously different since that projection. however despite all i know.... i am unable to use that wisdom on myself! Please help me find that hole.


Also i have been trying to recall an old dream about a river , 3 portals and white bridge over an endless fall.

there was a red portal with red blood skies behind, A portal to a someplace that looked like Eden and another one i dont remember exactly.

In the dream i jumped down the endless fall and saw my past lifes blended with my present life... It happened long ago and so fast that i can barely remember anything...