I've read a couple pages of this thread, and I decided to go ahead and ask for some guidance. i don't have anything to lose right :). Anyway, I feel I'm @ a crossroad in my life, I think I know wich path to take, but i don't how this choice will affect my relations with my family and friends. Even if
i do decide to take this path, I don't even know where to begin... Also I would love to know what can you tell me about my energy.

Thanks in advance, what you do is greatly appreciated by all of us. thank you for your time :)