Hello Mystic, it's me again.
My inner demon finally striked today with a strength that I never felt before...
To be honest, I'm fucked up to the core, it might be the worst of the many depressions that have been around me for years...
Finally I feel I am just few steps away from throwing everything to the thrash, including my life.
I feel deep inside me that a change is necessary, but I just don't know if it's really worth to give it a try... I don't want to end in the same path, again and again with the same ending...

What can you tell me about me right now?