There is no need to try and uncover what may or may not have happened in the past. Your true power is always in the now. How you feel about yourself and the world in which you live right now provides all of the self realizing power you need. If you don't like how you feel or what feels like your current life direction, then make an energetic leap of faith in changing it so that it matches your heart's desire. This starts with how you feel. If you can imagine what it is you do want...what it is that makes you feel good, then there's all the power of understanding that you need. Exploring an open question with someone online concerning what happened to you at age 5 is a search outside yourself that has the power to send you meandering down a path that you could have otherwise avoided. If you can try to stay on course with what feels right, rather than focussing on what could be wrong in the past, you will find yourself smiling more and struggling less. You can only be held victim by your own beliefs.

LoveLightEnergy~*