Sorry - didn't you say you're married? I understand women can find other men attractive, but to go to THIS extreme & obssess over it? I'd be a bit concerned if I found my partner lusting over another guy this badly - not because I'm insecure (because I'm definitely not) but because this is how cheating starts - I know that for a FACT x2. Ironically the 2 women who have cheated on me were the shy insecure type - give them confidence & the world becomes theirs apparently.