My holes I believe are from my aura being shattered from traumas, different times in the past several years.
When a person is suffering, the soul get weak and cracks when it can't take anymore. I have been told by a friend, I was having a nervous breakdown, years ago, when I was going through something. I read that's what happens with those(breakdowns). I think a lot of people get traumatized and I'm not saying I'm the only one and poor me, but it's not fair that middle to upper class people can afford to hire workers(energy healers) or Haitian psychics or Hooodoo or Voodoo rituals. I recently came across one on the internet and got the vibe she is either Haitian or does good Voodoo. I'll post the link later if I'm not too tired. I have to look for that site...OK, secrecy holds power to so no one is going to say they had their aura fixed. I think many Americans are doing this but it's not fair because I have issues with money and don't even have a car! Crystals seem like the cheaper way.