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Matrix News Updates, 2012

 
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ok. can post.

try this on for size:

the multiverse is not to be found in other dimensions (which are only hypothetical) nor in a mathematical set of infinite possibilies. entropy has only one vector (finite set of possiilities)

no.

the multiverse is one of scale: specifiaclly, time scale. every mind is made o=up of a bunch of smaller minds thinking at smaller (faster) timescales. Your nearons process much faster than your analytical mind, the slow human thoughts are made of trillions of faster thoughts all swaying in a pattern like a flock of gease.

you cannot trully afect their function at the scale that they percieve time, but you (their) choices can leed to changes that not a single neiron can compete with, nor is even trully aware of.

now imagine trillions of humans and other thinking animals on earth.

try to imagine a time scale above your perception but not infinite: one scale up from you as it were: think microbial life speeds compared with mamilian.

these multitrillions collectively process the thoughts of the next mind up. that would be God: our God. Afecting us in the same way we affect the micro-life within us: that is to say. on very large subjective time scales.

thats the simple bit. everything after that gets frickin messy fast. anyting looked at too closely is mind bogallingly complex, regardless of scale. hello fractal el
ectric universe of awesomeness.

how i love thee


you/we/all processing life on earth make up a proximal God scale (to us) mind that is trully emobodied in the mass and energetic field that surronds us.

further that proximal God is part of the next scale up: trillions of planet minds, collectively processing for the next scale up.

add infintum.


we are part of this planets mind: somer or later this will be imposible to ignore.


for this i wait in delicious anticipation.
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ok. can post.

try this on for size:

the multiverse is not to be found in other dimensions (which are only hypothetical) nor in a mathematical set of infinite possibilies. entropy has only one vector (finite set of possiilities)

no.

the multiverse is one of scale: specifiaclly, time scale. every mind is made o=up of a bunch of smaller minds thinking at smaller (faster) timescales. Your nearons process much faster than your analytical mind, the slow human thoughts are made of trillions of faster thoughts all swaying in a pattern like a flock of gease.

you cannot trully afect their function at the scale that they percieve time, but you (their) choices can leed to changes that not a single neiron can compete with, nor is even trully aware of.

now imagine trillions of humans and other thinking animals on earth.

try to imagine a time scale above your perception but not infinite: one scale up from you as it were: think microbial life speeds compared with mamilian.

these multitrillions collectively process the thoughts of the next mind up. that would be God: our God. Afecting us in the same way we affect the micro-life within us: that is to say. on very large subjective time scales.

thats the simple bit. everything after that gets frickin messy fast. anyting looked at too closely is mind bogallingly complex, regardless of scale. hello fractal el
ectric universe of awesomeness.

how i love thee


you/we/all processing life on earth make up a proximal God scale (to us) mind that is trully emobodied in the mass and energetic field that surronds us.

further that proximal God is part of the next scale up: trillions of planet minds, collectively processing for the next scale up.

add infintum.


we are part of this planets mind: somer or later this will be imposible to ignore.


for this i wait in delicious anticipation.
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Nicely said! We can't help but run into fractals...

It's such an ingenious design...

Yes, I think one layer then influences the next, influencing the next - done in cycles within cycles - is there such a thing as maximum velocity?

peacehf
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It's all well and good to talk about it, but you have to experience the ones of this realm, THEN, you can make REAL progress.
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It's all well and good to talk about it, but you have to experience the ones of this realm, THEN, you can make REAL progress.
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Interesting video about our moon and how unusual it is in terms of perfect placement to cause eclipses and its composition. References "Who built the Moon" book which I have read - also very interesting.

Are we doomed to reincarnate endlessly in this duality-imposed matrix until aliens save us as he states? Or is this all a bunch of crap? :D Just passing information along which has attracted my attention lately.



The only thing he says which doesn't make any sense is that Earth without a moon would be uninhabitable then goes on to say that ancient cultures report an Earth without a moon. Have fun.
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Thread: Alfred Webre vid - Saturn/Moon Matrix as Mind Control Platform for Earth
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Program or Avatar - which am I?
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Extension of the full-self inside a physical body - which the can mix and mingle among programming via the body/environment - a mix.

Do I exist outside of here, or did all those memories simply come from faulty factory resetting after earlier iterations?
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Yep, all memories intact outside of here, like a library - we can call up whatever data we want - no interference at that level.

Factory resetting is part of the "hi-jacked physical existence" loop - wheel of life model.

Do I have a soul?
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Soul or spirit? We have both.

Are these feelings - especially those of love and wonder - just programming? Or is it more than just that?
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Depends on how they're used! What's the motive!? Music can be divine or distorted - light can be love or twisted into darkness - all about what you do with the abilities...

My ability to appreciate and become overwhelmed by beauty...isn't that indicative of being something more than mere programmed energy?
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That also depends, are we talking borg-style admiration? Or admiring artwork you brought into the world? It depends on the "vibe" IMO...

The fact that I can shape my reality...does that make me a User? Or am I still just a program?
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User - which can be pulled down into programming - unless we can embrace and surpass the "script" - empathy of all expressions - exhausting all possibilities - through the assimilation process we can totally learn it and overcome it - part of the point IMO...

What am I?
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Who are we? Who am I? Who are you? Find out.

;)

hfpeace
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Will life become more dense? More compressed? Have we almost reached critical mass?

peace
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you can kiss my ass while scooting it on grass before another piece of earth gets turned to glass.
It's all in the reflexes.
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Program or Avatar - which am I?
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Extension of the full-self inside a physical body - which the can mix and mingle among programming via the body/environment - a mix.

Do I exist outside of here, or did all those memories simply come from faulty factory resetting after earlier iterations?
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Yep, all memories intact outside of here, like a library - we can call up whatever data we want - no interference at that level.

Factory resetting is part of the "hi-jacked physical existence" loop - wheel of life model.

Do I have a soul?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 28826555


Soul or spirit? We have both.

Are these feelings - especially those of love and wonder - just programming? Or is it more than just that?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 28826555


Depends on how they're used! What's the motive!? Music can be divine or distorted - light can be love or twisted into darkness - all about what you do with the abilities...

My ability to appreciate and become overwhelmed by beauty...isn't that indicative of being something more than mere programmed energy?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 28826555


That also depends, are we talking borg-style admiration? Or admiring artwork you brought into the world? It depends on the "vibe" IMO...

The fact that I can shape my reality...does that make me a User? Or am I still just a program?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 28826555


User - which can be pulled down into programming - unless we can embrace and surpass the "script" - empathy of all expressions - exhausting all possibilities - through the assimilation process we can totally learn it and overcome it - part of the point IMO...

What am I?
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Who are we? Who am I? Who are you? Find out.

;)

hfpeace
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hf
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you can kiss my ass while scooting it on grass before another piece of earth gets turned to glass.
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How funny, that suddenly - universal consciousness is more accessible than ever...

More perspectives of the grand structure of nature, the interplays and balances are available than ever before...

Will this trend increase? As these perspectives are no longer kept behind lock and key, no longer only accessible through secret societal biases...

The unfolding process has a vibe of continuous growth, more openness and ever increasing consciousness...

It seems more stones are being over-turned, more is begin revealed than is being concealed - I see this trend increasing exponentially...

Life itself seems to be reflecting and embodying this growth - in the motivation behind social struggles, in the extremes of environmental changes, literally shaking the foundations...

What seems to then follow, is a grand response to these new perspectives - a last ditch effort, to meet this newer, grander conscioussness wave - with an equally intense counter-wave - as an attempt to cancel out this growth spurt...

In this attempt to cancel-out this new growth - the "cancellers" reveal themselves, make themselves vulnerable - for those with eyes to see, these upcoming grand deviations will reveal the cards in the hand of the "cancellers" - a final reveal of the ploys of forces which attempt to control and supersede you...

For many on the path - this will be a revelatory moment which will harden us against even the most extreme ploys of consciousness-cancellation - thus empowering us further, as we will now know their most grand "plays" from their playbook...

There will be those who are "taken" by these upcoming attempts, and there will those who see through it, and render the "controllers" powerless through awareness itself...

Let's hope for the best, and prepare for the worst...

peacehf
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Just a jaded family of immortals, passing eternity in light-based holographic adventures...
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Just because I can see through the matrix, doesn't mean I live a spiritually perfect life.

I still have relationship issues, self-respect issues, addictive tendencies.

Nothing over the top - but still the same day to day grind of keeping it together and seeing where I know I could do better.

I still get mad, angry, disrespectful, messy, irritating.

There is a big distinction between the path and the goal, between thinking spiritually now-and-then and living spiritually constantly.

In that, the matrix hands my ass to me, and for that I am grateful, showing me how I can be better, aspiring to be the best person I catch glimpses of every now and then.

Cheers, love and empathy - we are growing, so its normal to feel shitty and normal to feel good - if we avoid that truth, then we really have some work to do (New Ager's I'm looking at you)...

The real deal is tough, balance is not always sweet and blissful, real courage, real self-honesty, is not la-la-land 2012 ascension escapist-crap...

Though, in fairness, I will have mercy on my short-comings as I aspire for better...
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READ NOW!

Thread: Hello!!!!......is there anybody out there with me inside "Matrix/Holodeck/Fake Reality/Fake 2012/Truman Show/Source Code/Inception" Life???
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Search: "Matrix" on this site, lots of info and some great discussions thumbs
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It's a lot, life on earth, but don't worry too much, worry will consume you, everything is fine and accounted for when looking from the top down, EVERYTHING.
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So now, the example with the shooting...

Where is the main focus?

Are our hearts going out to the families? Is the focus going towards the issues which cause the violence in the first place? Of course not...

So, the system reveals itself yet again, using a tragedy for political gain...

Psyop or not doesn't matter, look at how it's being used...

My heart and focus goes out to the families, I refuse to fuel the drama...
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What do we do about it?
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Things are definitely getting fired-up...

Can we keep balance among the chaos?

The more we can stabilize our lives right now, the better, for ourselves and everyone around us...

Minimize the drama, do what makes you happy, feel good, assist locally, send out good vibes, this makes a difference...
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This is so true... as above so below... the hiaracy in the HEAVES and now the STRUCTRE of THEM VS ME in this world... particulary in the financial areas and the different cultures.

I can see how BOTH WORDS have issues with SEPARATION.

The Slave / Master is ALIVE and well throught ALL WORLDS.

GREAT POST.... keep them coming....

Whow wrote this???





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We’ve discussed how each religion has been usurped and altered to create a spiritual glass ceiling and dependence upon an exterior spiritual authority - an age-old structure of energetic funneling has been set-up to create controllable spiritual paradigms - each one isolated, at odds with one another, a spiritual chess board which leads in loops supporting the structure - while the individual is rarely asked to craft their own spiritual balance - but is imposed with a biased opinion according to one isolated group or another.

Good Morning, Good Afternoon and Good Evening to you wherever you may be, this is the Matrix News Update 2012 edition...

Please contribute your own insight, links or anything you'd like.

For many this will be old news, others are in the middle on the same path, and for some this is completely new, and so...

For first time readers, this content will sound absurd, thinking in this manner will seem ridiculous - our position is one that “those in the know” have hidden the truth deliberately - have made it so - that when you hear about our real circumstance, the true bigger picture would sound truly absurd.

And with that, leading us up to this point we’ve discussed archons, spiritual predators and parasites which leech off our emotional body and enmesh themselves within our psyche, we’ve discussed how through awareness of archons and actively guiding our inner world - we can make peace with destructive tendencies and learn new depths of empathy - we can grow.

We’ve discussed that as we grow in awareness, eventually the illusion loses its footholds with us - we can no longer participate in fear, as we understand it’s desperate nature, we no longer give-in to hate or anger, as we treat ourself - as we treat others - only unconditional love remains no matter the circumstance - this is the middle-way - a spiritual discernment and empowerment teaching - which has become obscured if not completely lost in today’s modern day religions.

We’ve discussed how each religion has been usurped and altered to create a spiritual glass ceiling and dependence upon an exterior spiritual authority - an age-old structure of energetic funneling has been set-up to create controllable spiritual paradigms - each one isolated, at odds with one another, a spiritual chess board which leads in loops supporting the structure - while the individual is rarely asked to craft their own spiritual balance - but is imposed with a biased opinion according to one isolated group or another.

We’ve discussed how all the world’s social systems and cultural traditions have been infiltrated to act as control mechanisms - this control structure molds what people should think, how we should think, how we should behave - the structure provides as much as possible, food, water, shelter, clothing, moral code, as much as possible so that each individual is dependent on the structure, and has done little if anything on their own as themself...

We’ve discussed that this dependence is what powers the "machine" which desires only to control and draw our focus and attention to the system and away from ourselves.

Ideally, we wouldn’t be able to see where the program ends and an individual begins, we would ideally create our persona, self-value and identity all with exterior influences and programs - in this way we are guided according to the whims of the exterior, rather than developing a strong, balanced and discerning inner-self.

And so, as we have discussed, in truth, this reality has been warped to make puppeted predators out of us.

This reality has been pirated and programmed to create a race of slave work-horses, not only are we an adaptable resource of labor, we are also easily influenced to generate specific emotional resources, an open stadium of cheering people offers a large emotional feast.

It has always been hoped that we would never see through the delusions, and believe ourselves to be lowly slaves designed by superior gods, the mentality to assume we were created to be slaves is one of the oldest spiritual propaganda techniques displayed on this planet.

We’ve discussed that our planet displays a collection of the universe's "greatest hits", the dramas, the hierarchies, the genetics, the emotions, the struggles, the triumphs - all which makes up this reality - is an indicator of the heritage of this universe.

The local heritage includes, the predator model, one which takes advantage as means of survival - no matter the means and ends - mass amnesia - having no idea where you came from, what you are doing, or where you are going - mass ignorance - not only is the available information controlled, but most of what is available remains unknown by many - mass deception - layer after layer of control structures and distraction which attempt to subvert us and control us - integrated at seemingly every level of existence...

But along with a heritage of difficult baggage, we also display limitless love and care, limitless potential and ability, limitless imagination and creativity. And so as we take twelve steps back and objectively look at the full picture - we begin to see what truly makes up this reality - we see the oppositions, struggles and successes, limitations and infinite potential - before us we see te nature of nature itself.

We see what this version of nature is made-up of, we’ve also discussed that this light-based universe is one version of existence, in a multiverse of infinite various universes.

We have also discussed, that originally, we come from outside this universe altogether, we sent a portion of ourself to have a light-based experience inside this universe, so that we may eventually report back our findings.

The current news is that there have been predatory forces, all this time, intentionally keeping humanity inside isolated paradigms - such as the isolated paradigms which surround us - as means of using the “slaves” as a foundation to their “death and rebirth” structure - as we loop into lifetime after lifetime, with endless confoundment and memory flashes - these “superiors” skim life-force from off the “top”, as we continue to behave like batteries at the “bottom”.

The current news is that this control structure, after thousands of years, is beginning to crumble - the predators at the top have a new control structure ready to implement, but as we transition from one control structure to the new one, there is a chance to break-free altogether during this upcoming transition and reinstallation of a new control-structure.

Breaking News - that you already knew - is that the more aware you are of the truth, the more aware you are of the nature of nature, the more discerning and contemplative you are, you push yourself outside the control structure - and as the control structure attempts to get you “back in line” as you continue to resist and believe in yourself - the control structure overloads and collapses - have little grasp on you,

Tonight, breaking, the more aware you are, the more balanced you are, the more empathetic you are, the less you participate in fear, the more you be your true self, comfortable, honest - like piercing light - the control structures which want to keep us, have no hold on us.

As this attempted upgrade occurs, be ever vigilant, bring yourself up to new heights, what is now available to us conceptually - has not been graspable before - this is our chance to insist upon spiritual independence and maintain sovereignty, with an awareness that as they attempt to upgrade the control structure, they have revealed their ways all along as destructive, manipulative and desperate by the quality of their actions and implementations themselves.

The forecast is looking good, awareness is spreading across the world, especially when awareness is taught in a suitable and approachable way, resulting in excitement and allure rather than resulting in caution and concern.

Personal awareness is on the up and up, indefinitely, personal limits and bias which we sheen over and sweep under the rug, these not-so invisible road-blocks make up the biggest blockages keeping from the new levels which await us.

The forecast is also calling for inner-strength, balance and strengthening discernment - no matter what happens, in any case, strong discernment, inner-strength and balance will keep you from jumping face first into new control structures with a different face.

If we continue to strengthen, continue to grow in awareness - as we honestly assess and balance ourselves - the crumbling control structure will fall away from sheer incompatibility and overload.

During this window of time, as the old order falls away, there will be alluring options presented, be on the look-out for ulterior motive, what are the implications? Are you being persuaded to make a hasty decision? An emotionally driven decision? During this upcoming season, it is looking to be extremely important we be at our best, especially when it seems as though the dust has settled.

This newscaster would contend that if they can’t get you to behave like a negative battery with fear and force - they will try and get you to behave like a positive battery with self-righteous passive aggression and super-bliss sensationalism, this newscaster contends, what if we don’t chose either polarity? And embrace everything with unconditional love?

We may get our chance to walk the narrow way through the eye of a needle after all.
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Just because I can see through the matrix, doesn't mean I live a spiritually perfect life.

I still have relationship issues, self-respect issues, addictive tendencies.

Nothing over the top - but still the same day to day grind of keeping it together and seeing where I know I could do better.

I still get mad, angry, disrespectful, messy, irritating.

There is a big distinction between the path and the goal, between thinking spiritually now-and-then and living spiritually constantly.

In that, the matrix hands my ass to me, and for that I am grateful, showing me how I can be better, aspiring to be the best person I catch glimpses of every now and then.

Cheers, love and empathy - we are growing, so its normal to feel shitty and normal to feel good - if we avoid that truth, then we really have some work to do (New Ager's I'm looking at you)...

The real deal is tough, balance is not always sweet and blissful, real courage, real self-honesty, is not la-la-land 2012 ascension escapist-crap...

Though, in fairness, I will have mercy on my short-comings as I aspire for better...
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i love this
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This is so true... as above so below... the hiaracy in the HEAVES and now the STRUCTRE of THEM VS ME in this world... particulary in the financial areas and the different cultures.

I can see how BOTH WORDS have issues with SEPARATION.

The Slave / Master is ALIVE and well throught ALL WORLDS.

GREAT POST.... keep them coming....

Whow wrote this???

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Thank you Arial for the kindness and the bump :)

I'm the writer of all this, just another nobody whose passionate about life and sick and tired of the same old bs, lol...

hfpeace
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Just because I can see through the matrix, doesn't mean I live a spiritually perfect life.

I still have relationship issues, self-respect issues, addictive tendencies.

Nothing over the top - but still the same day to day grind of keeping it together and seeing where I know I could do better.

I still get mad, angry, disrespectful, messy, irritating.

There is a big distinction between the path and the goal, between thinking spiritually now-and-then and living spiritually constantly.

In that, the matrix hands my ass to me, and for that I am grateful, showing me how I can be better, aspiring to be the best person I catch glimpses of every now and then.

Cheers, love and empathy - we are growing, so its normal to feel shitty and normal to feel good - if we avoid that truth, then we really have some work to do (New Ager's I'm looking at you)...

The real deal is tough, balance is not always sweet and blissful, real courage, real self-honesty, is not la-la-land 2012 ascension escapist-crap...

Though, in fairness, I will have mercy on my short-comings as I aspire for better...
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i love this
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hf
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Yes, oneness is a tricky thing, on one hand - I believe all things are different vibrations of the same thing, yet there are also unique individuals, I believe both are true, uniqueness and oneness are both valid and true...

Much like the way I acknowledge the darkness in myself as it is also in others, yet my "darkness" is unique to others - not as intense in some cases - though my seemingly small darkness acts as the foundational link for empathy for larger darkness - connecting the whole...

I was led to empathy because it's the only "response" that feels "right" in all cases - I had grown sick of the passive aggressive "love and lighters" - whom can be very pushy and conditional - in some cases they annoy me more than someone who is angry and honest...

Meditation is great, I should give it more of a try - my mode of spirituality has been "Everything is yoga" - every act is spiritual, however minute, however good or bad, shortsighted or well considered - going on a walk - sharing a joint with friends - everything is a spiritual expression of varying qualities...

Through daily life we whip up a certain "vibe" - this is my mode of spiritual growth through everyday "mundane" life - some days are pure, loving, brilliant - other days are gray, frustrating and depressing - all of these various qualities motivate the next expression - and so growth and variety naturally unfold...

I went in deep as a skeptic, to see if there was anything to all of this mumbo jumbo, haha. And the answer was yes, there is more than I can imagine...

I had met with entities, of brilliant astral light, and of grimy horrifying darkness...

Some of the most powerful teachings shared with me in these altered states were: Note the difference between how humans label reality - as opposed to the reality of what things truly are.

Specifically darkness, is darkness truly "evil"? Or is darkness a mode of expression, a quality of choice - a lack of light, and why do we assume condemnation rather than reform? To see things as they are, not how we are enculturated to assume things...

In response to the heavy weight of "evil" on my spirit, I was taught: The good is always so much better than how bad the bad is - should the bad be banished? How else can the "bad" get "better" if it should choose to do so? This universe is an evolutionary ground for compromise and integration - workshopping all qualities of expression for eons and eons of time...

So these lessons had taught me very much in the way I see my reality around me and how I respond to different qualities of expression...

On the grimy side I have been tortured, energetically drained by force, manipulated with mind games and ego-lures - once a space craft appeared at my balcony and a grey being beckoned me to jump on board, in which case I would have jumped off my balcony and severely hurt myself...

The dark beings fit all the stereotypes, manacle, human hating spirits, we are pathetic creatures whom sit on a porcelain throne, where we produce waste while wasting a gallon of water and wiping our ass with cut down trees, the toilet is the perfect symbol representing mankind they feverishly expressed to me...

Oh how cute, you make art and movies, so many paintings, so many sculptures and sphinxes - which boast the ego of the artist while humanity continues to miss the point over and over again...

Like an evil villain, who must boast of wretchedness to support their point of view - they reveal themselves all too plainly after a while.

I had the archetypal experience of my body being split into hundreds of pieces, guts going everywhere, my whole being disintegrated, my body intangible, broken down to my base consciousness alone - I was then reassembled as a horse, in which case a golden man rested his hand upon my side and told me: "Now you are free." Slapping my butt as I ran into an astral jungle wilderness...

I feel I have hit bottom, and risen to great heights, and now I've found a comfortable place in the middle with a hand in heaven (enjoying balanced peace and joy, while also cautious of passive aggressive bigots) and my feet in hell (reforming those who care for reform, expressing empathy as we are all similar, and respectfully defending my convictions and space in a manner of self and co-respect) this middle place seems to be all encompassing and compatible with all expression in any case...

I envision a middle way of being, which is strong and consistent in any heaven or hell...

Yeah, believe it or not I'm no metaphysical junkie either, I hold dear some specific concepts and balances, and aside from these foundations I am open yet reserved...

It can be an endless spiraling - going deep - going subconscious - opening oneself up to non-control - these are states which we make peace with one way or another, otherwise we feel the fear and uncertainty...

Which is fine, I think that death itself is a process of surrender, revisiting past life's is a mode of surrender to non-control - for me my horrible experiences created a point of reference - that I can stay true to myself and hold dear what I hold dear, even in a state of disembowelment and complete annihilation - you would be surprised in the moment how naturally and intuitively our "higher ideals" will fade back in and offer a small island of peace once we have gotten used to the initial shock of horror...

As sick as it may sound, to live in fear of the torture is a form of torture - when I found myself in a worst case scenario - fear was only the first stage, then comes along a frustration of "get along with it already" which then leads to anger, resentment, blame, which is eventually exhausted - then my higher ideals kick-in, greater awareness of the whole picture, in this moment of surrender, acceptance - there is even an inkling of empathy for your torturer - who himself is also tortured - in this process, the pain fades away as we've become used to it - and we are left facing ourself - ultimately, there is an eternal oasis to be found even in the worst case scenario...

Fear is always so cheap, it must be, it relies on ignorance, it relies on baits and lures, deception, like cheap plastic invisible handcuffs that can never really follow-through - but stays in a state of neither here nor there...

The more we accept those insecurities, the more we study these portions of instability, their identity is revealed as illusory, their supports are revealed to be lack of awareness, and the footholds of fear become less and less...

Easier said than done of course.
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