Ask me what you are and I'll tell you. V4.

old force always works best. Just have to aim it right.

Aw! Thank you.

Very interesting OP. Fun thread to read.

What am I?

LOL, didn't know it showed. Yes, it does.

Thanks Borian.

self bump.. ^^ ? :)

what am i?

If you get a chance...what am I?

I know I'm not punished! And since you said you'd love to know and I'm in the mood to write, I think I'll do just that!

First of all I was very empathetic growing up. Saw a lot of death, suffering ... didn't understanding it and parents were not the type to shield. Just didn't know to. I never wanted anyone to suffer. I was the type of kid who would never make fun of someone else..."but for the grace of God" sort of thing.

Deep thinker too. Asked a lot of questions "why are we here" "why is everyone running here, there and yonder" "why aren't they asking the important questions" "all there is is love" "Is this really a dream" "Why does God let these things happen" etc. Was always told I was wise beyond my years. etc. I understand now about filters ... and since my childhood was a difficult on some levels ... you may just pass it off as that.

However I think I also picked up the energies of people around me. Didn't understand that either. And would check out "go into my head" when things got to much to bear.

But was also a creative person as well...

Early in my life, trying to figure out who I was and deal with these feelings, fears etc...I decided to go talk to someone. You see my filter was basically showing me that life had a lot of negatives ... I wasn't sure if it was learned or if that was "how it is"

I'm also a 33 (birth date adds up to 33) Have meaning? Who knows!

In addition, I've always felt like something was coming. Even as a young person...I felt as if the world could not continue as it has. It would reach "the straw that broke the camels back" so to speak.

Add to that...I think there may have been medical reasons that I may have been so sad!


So again, off I go as a young twenty something...to talk about everything. Must have also been very niave because they convince me that the way I was feeling was genetic and a drug was just the ticket...because I was like a diabetic who needs insulin. After immediately having crying jags etc I was convinced they must be right. Stupid I know.

Fast forward years later, after the drugs almost killed me, my family thought I was crazy and almost died...I get to rebuild my body/brain while losing everything in my life. Along with a good portion of my memories.

Hows that!

So I have been rebuilding for quite a long time and am almost done...but then there is the starting over. All of which I now realize could have been averted (at least in part) had I just stuck to talking only lol!

Now I try to look at this as preparing me for something...however the preparation has to end sometime. I hope!

Thank you!! I will!

hey Borian. What am I?

So sorry, thought I already replied, but my mind does get rusty. What you are doing is right but the peice on the end is wrong. Remove the end peice. Really.

You found the first one. Two more to go.

A great pleasure to meet you. What do you think?

Good morning, OP what am I?

You want to be precious but you aren't. A bit nasty for that. You will be fine. Just trust your first thought. Not many of us.

/edit I=A

Last Edited by Borian on 11/05/2012 02:14 AM

Beautiful, Thank you! Multiple interpretations for me, and some delightful riddlely mystery

And no apologies - really enjoyed reading the thread while waiting

it's never too late

What am I?

I would like to know.

???

Hi OP, what am I?

I think you should explain your post lol! Please!

First one? There is a lot on that post so what 1st one are you referring to?

Two more to go? Ok! No clue what you mean!

Great pleasure to meet you also...

What do I think? About what?

Tell me what my future beholds for me.

LOL! well, that could mean a lot of things:) can you be more specific?

perhaps we could try again???

Hey, I'm game.
Hit me with your best shot!

The first one is you are being prepared for somthing. You have figured that one out. No I have no answers of what you are being prepared for, but we are all in this boat. The empathy helps with most things. I too like to think sometimes too deep on many issues, but think it sharpens the skill of actually using your brain, not relying on it.

I've always known something is comming, and have been waiting for it. In fact, almost feel like I was born for it. We seem to be quite a bit alike. I found the first one several years ago, but since have found two more that now seem like they should be obvious. I am simply curious if anyone else see's the other two.

Wasn't meant nasty. Just a joke about your nick. No disrespect meant.

/multiple updates due to my lack of a spellchecker

Last Edited by Borian on 11/06/2012 10:41 PM

Good evening, Borian.

I love these threads of yours...




:)

Mis-directed. The problem is presently pretending it's not.

Always good to see you. You always make the threads so much more enjoyable.

Gladly. Foam inserts? (confuses me too)