We can only know God by merging with him

Duhhhh!!!! God is LOVE. Since when does LOVE have a gender? God is LIGHT. Since when does LIGHT have a gender? I wish you religious morons would do a little homework!!

You'll never merge until you accept the male aspect of your nature as fully as you accept the female!!!!
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Absolutely.

16They are not of the world, even as I am not of the world. 17Sanctify them through thy truth: thy word is truth. 18As thou hast sent me into the world, even so have I also sent them into the world. 19And for their sakes I sanctify myself, that they also might be sanctified through the truth.
20Neither pray I for these alone, but for them also which shall believe on me through their word; 21That they all may be one; as thou, Father, art in me, and I in thee, that they also may be one in us: that the world may believe that thou hast sent me.
22And the glory which thou gavest me I have given them; that they may be one, even as we are one: 23I in them, and thou in me, that they may be made perfect in one; and that the world may know that thou hast sent me, and hast loved them, as thou hast loved me. 24Father, I will that they also, whom thou hast given me, be with me where I am; that they may behold my glory, which thou hast given me: for thou lovedst me before the foundation of the world.
25O righteous Father, the world hath not known thee: but I have known thee, and these have known that thou hast sent me. 26And I have declared unto them thy name, and will declare it: that the love wherewith thou hast loved me may be in them, and I in them. John 17

you cannot "remain outside God"

there is no way to "get outside of God"

OP did explain profound how it happens all your time. "Do not be of this world."

That's gay....

The you are the second coming. IF.

Back to the topic.

Oneness with God is not about sex, dude.

Don't do the experiment at home.

Mercury is dangerous to your health.

I could really improve myself better if I was away from this enviornment, have black mold in two areas of the house, my choice of eating habits are much better.

Stress level herein the house is pretty high... I am doing my best considering regardless of the noise. This household eats meat.

I have faced the demon of addiction, totally off opiates, went from 8 tramolol a day down to 5 or six a day.

I am doing darn good considering.

I dream about being pure.

Something miraculous is taking shape, I am totally managing my pain tolerance after being on pain meds for so long.


But the only thing I do when a get a wind of anxiety is I will smoke a cigerette, just two puffs at a time, then I put it out. lol 1 cig will last me all day.

Its hard when the tv's are blaring constantly lol...

but I feel this yearning to merge, its very over powering...

You know when I was 5 yrs old I use to break the thermometors and play with the mercury..lol

I ate paint chips.

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lolol...

Well I want to be perfect as my Father is perfect.. thankyou for sharing. Purifying is the way, but sometimes certain surroundings can be very hard. But how long will I have to stay off of nicotine in order to merge with the Father?

Let me rephrase that how long will I be considered purified after quitting nicotine, excuse the post above, that sounded kind of odd didn't it?

I appreciate all you can share.