yes i am one, also...nine times out of ten something bad happens...I now have learned to lay low...I try to expect the worse to happen and sometimes that helps...

if things start going right, things start feeling good, bammmmmm I am sliding down hill fast and bad shit is happening all the way down...until i hit rock bottom..After questioning myself "why me"..I pick myself back up, tip toe through life...mind you small shit starts happening again...then here comes a time period when it is calm...I start to relax just for a fucking moment and BAMMMMM...the circle of "curse" happens again...something really bad happens and again sliding down snowy hill in a black fucking sled...

i tend to believe it is passed down through generations...and yes it seemed to start at a young age...

I am trying to break the curse, and of course with no success...if I stay away from people, dont talk to anyone, dont meet any new people, and stay low..then it is managable..but i do envy normal people, not lucky people, just normal people I envy...