I am truly alone- bipolar

Everyone is bipolar and broke.

EVeryone loses in the end.

Don't think so much. Row row row your boat.

Join the club.

I think I understand part of where you are coming from, not all of my family despises me but some do. Why do you think you are crazy? NO-ONE is a loser OP!!!

Hang in there, tomorrow is a new day. If you aren't taking meds to help regulate the disease have you thought about talking to a professional to build a support group for the times like this?

Your not alone. Be brave.

Don't feel alone. U are just going through a really rough time, but this, too, shall pass.

Hang in there. If u fall down, get back up. It is ok to fall down and rest for awhile, but always get back up and try try again.

I think alot of us are going through the dark night of the soul. It is scary, especially if u are alone or feel alone.

There are free counseling groups. Many people are in the same boat with u.

:gyf:

there is at least 7 people that think like you,Bud... You are not alone..Just say "Fuck it",Smile, every one will wonder what you are thinking..

OP, many people are diagnosed with bi-polar when they are, in fact, borderline.

Does this video ring true? I hope so because it's much easier to cure without medicaine.

Hang in there, friend.

We are all damaged.

Life hurts.

Dont feel alone. Just know that the best family members are not necessarily those we are related too!! There is an online test to see if you truly have bi- polar disorder or adult ADHD. The two are very similar
And to every bi-polar component there is an ADHD component and vise versa. However one will always be stronger than the other. You can search online for" Bi Polar test." It is a very short survey, at the end it will tell you how you scored... print it out and take it with you when you are able to see a psychiatrist... STAY AWAY FROM FAMILY PHYSICIANS...THEY CAN ONLY PRESCRIBE MEDS THAT WILL EXACERBATE THE PROBLEM!!! They are not allowed to prescribe rx's for Bi-polar. Your county should have a local mental health clinic, that you can get into...but you may be able to get on medicaid ins. Via your local jobs and family services .Talk to them and let them know you desperately need MEDICATION for the bi polar. If you use these exact terms they should be able to give you some assistance.
Best of Luck and you are doing the right thing reaching out for help.

hello.
I recently came back from one of my :episodes: you know I pray every night for relief
so scared of not being able to see dr or get meds or used as a guinea pig thanks for the kind words and links what touched me was the bpd videos. perfect.

thank you so much !!! many blessing

Take lithium. It's tried and true, been used for years.

Do a search on n-acetylcysteine and bipolar.
Sounds promising, and you can buy NAC online very reasonably to try.
Good Luck!

Be encouraged good buddy.
Take martial arts classes.

The exercise will do you some good and you can make friends too.

Trust me you are never truly alone and no one is a loser. I'm trying to become one in a sense. I'm looking for the switch, so I can 180 my emotions easier. As they are just thoughts/emotions, that lead to a perception and perceptions can be changed.

You're young, in time you'll gain more control or if you want you can completely control your emotions. With your mood swings you'll have an advantage over others because of the roller coaster ride, resulting in more practice.

I go over some of it my thread, it takes time. And don't believe that BS that meds are the only way to control your emotions, that's just the BS they tell you too keep you buying there crap and to gain more control. Granted they can make it easier and in some cases are necessary, not nearly as often as prescribed. When I was younger I had several attempts on my own life and years of depression. I rarely feel anything I don't want anymore and feel nearly anything I want with a thought. It simply takes practice and time like everything worth while. It really does get easier if you put the effort in.

FO REALLY DOE=
I met my wife= I hated BITCHES
She- hated DICKS
met at a bar , both bi polar,
been together 14 wonderous years!!!
It's fuckin great, WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT, the Karma gods remember YOU!!!

I DOn'T KnoW Why, but the UniVerSE Does What needs To bE doNE!!!!!!!!!!!

(thE dRugs Help, toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!)

livE Long and Prosper

out of meds..? nomed? = demon backwards...

bipolor?...hhmm..like geodon,respirdhol,abilify,depekote,seraquel xr...bipolor?

or some old school lithium tripolor delusional complex interaction noticed grandjuric hapanstance polor..?

yup..yup?

Listen to uplifting trance music, it helps me.

OP,

Sorry to hear about everything!! I've got a father who deals with bipolar and it looks like my 4 year old son may have a very bad case of it as well. I'm scared as hell having a little boy that may be diagnosed with it. Any recommendations on how I could cope with a little one like this?

Keep your head and your thoughts positive!!

fuck it

same here, except I take lithium

Good luck to you, may things work out for you, I get how you feel.

My mental illness list is too long to go into, but sadly (yes this is negative) the good positive feeling times only occur to trick you. You feel negative/bad all the time you eventually learn to cope/adapt and continue on. The good feelings just last long enough for me to drag me out of my negative moods, before just "disappearing" and chucking me back into the deep end of the shit. You get shown how things could be just so it can reset your measurement of despair. If you get what I mean.

Thank you, I had symtoms beginning in adolescense. I felt different always though. I understand it runs in families and my kids are 19 and 22 and seem to not have it.my son is ADHD though and he is getting better he feels I chose NOT medicate him and it was a fight with the schools he ended up in alternative school. I'm sorry your 4 yr old seems to be showing signs it must be frightenimg for you. I am not sure what can be done for one that young. I commend you for being attuned to his needs and i'm sure it will help him as he gets older to have a mom like you. "hugs"

Last Edited by Amethyst1974 on 11/07/2012 08:52 AM

You're not a loser im the exact same. Everything you posted applies the same to me.

You're never alone. God loves you so much you just need to realize it. You are his and he wants to have a relationship with you. Please, have hope. Jesus Christ has already won this battle for us.

Get a new perspective on your situation and turn that frown upside down. : )



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