Does anyone else feel like.......?

I get that feeling when I think about putting up Christmas lights.
You know, like its the last time.

Also with an ever increasing calmness to it all, the surreal aspect is amazing.

Having the feeling that time is ticking down, yet that knowledge somehow comforts you...

That's how Ive been feeling! Ive been trying to convince myself everything will be fine but its not working out that well.

Both replies are spot on! I cannot tell you how many times I have felt like this is one of the last times I will get to do a certain thing. In fact I just heated up some dinner in the microwave and the thought came to my mind "I'm not going to have this convenience much longer".

To the second reply concerning the comfort aspect... I also know what you mean by that. I feel that because my instinct is telling me something it is a comfort. I know it is not going to be anywhere near easy but a comfort in knowing something is about to happen makes me feel just a little more prepared, or as prepared as I possibly can be.

I guess there is a part of me that is afraid for my family with all of this. If I cannot protect them I just want someone who can and will protect them.

I guess I feel that something is closer to happening because of the level of mental and spiritual growing I have done over the past few months. It almost feels like there were things I had to learn before I would be able to cope with the "big event". I have become so much closer to appreciation of those little things and even the big things that were once viewed as thorns in my life.

It is weird--not sure if it is 2012, or the fact that all points lead to doom--GMO, EMF, Religion, Politics, Economy, Weather......

Sometimes it feels like moving through tar. I try to enjoy the moments as they may be the last. It is hard to have too much hope that all of the above will resolve to a good life for everyone. Add nuclear power plants to that and war.

I'm puzzled by our need to sleep and wonder how much truth there is to the movie "Groundhog Day".

For the first time I feel like it might be a great life to be any other life form--bird, fish, plant.....

It is like we are on a journey walking on ice that is melting very fast, at any moment it will be too thin to support us.

On the other hand, with every disaster we seem to make it through and move on...why haven't any of the predicted huge Earth ending doom scenarios happened? Maybe they all have and we awake to another day in the alternate reality where it didn't happen.....

If I were young it might be hard to consider having kids, but I will happily accept the role of grandma if and when I am blessed with such a thing.


Last Edited by stillhere on 11/05/2012 01:27 AM

they've got all the pieces in place for martial law. so whenever they kick off their staged attack, we'll wake up to martial law and the country changes in the blink of an eye. those unprepared will be cold and hungry. my guess is soon....

nauhhh. your just down or maybe even clinically depressed...


get out of that doom bubble......

its you that is dooming yourself. nothing else.

Yep. That's the feeling. Like it's just about done, and that's okay...

a slinky on an escalator

Yeah I definitely agree with the idea of feeling like we are in a holding pattern.

It might be the 2012 thing, because we have it in our subconscious mind. that something is ending, regardless of what we feel consciously that is.

But when I look at things from a broader perspective I cannot see any room for recovery either.

It is like watching a society crumbling, but not knowing when or how its going to go from here.

I agree that the world might be different tomorrow but i think its in a far different way than we can imagine

agreed, i'm actually worried, something doesn't and hasn't felt right for awhile now. But at the same time, i have been waking up a lot more and realizing that almost everything in this life is a false reality and just doing what i can to try and educate the sheeple the best i can, if they refuse to listen, then so be it. at least i can say i tried.