Whilst your experience has taught you that play is more important than worry, and you know that to keep life light-hearted rather than full of concern and struggle, you find yourself often caught in a (perhaps mild) trap in which you find it difficult to take things less seriously than you are taking them.

Over the past few years you've had a lot of confirmations of things you previously believed - revelations and epiphanies; and as sure of them as you are, you frequently find yourself either doubting them or having new revelations which contradict the old ones, and you're not quite sure where to rest your faith.

You've learnt that to get what you want, respect for the universe and the beings within it is crucial - and yet even when you pay the respect you think is due, you worry that you are not sincere in displaying it. At the same time you worry that you care too much of what others think, and have a niggling doubt in the back of your mind that you ought to be more forthright in your desires - taking more chances and making more demands of others, even though you're worried about how they might react.