You have a great deal of confidence, but, ironically, often "act" shy or withdrawn simply because you feel like your confidence will actually result in rejection and / or confrontation. You're quite fearless, except you fear NOT impressing people or gaining their respect.

You feel like there's something special about you, but you can't tell if that's a good or a bad thing - you suspect you might have an important part to play in the world, but you don't know if you're one of the good guys or the bad guys. You hope you're a good guy, but at the same time you find temptation in the notion of playing the bad guy for a while at least.

You feel quite different to most people - you think that in some ways this is because you're above them (not in a bad way) and that they don't "get it". You also feel like you miss out on the fun other people have because you don't fit in in that way. Sometimes you wonder if it's because you're not better, but worse than them in some way, but you don't have much trouble putting that notion out of your mind (except when you're really upset, which is when you think it more than anything else!)