Who deleted my 'what's good sheep' thread?

yes i know im totally digging my own grave now. im sure they have more important shit to worry about than me. and if not well then too bad. im only human. what happened wasnt purposely done and i apologised enough and i cant do more and i know i should shut up about it but if figure this is glp look at some of the shit written here. we are a very small minority the masses are not looking.

and i do keep mentioning it only to you because you appeared while on the subject. like i said if i wanted to think all out paranoid..... it can look like.... no need to explain it again.

you have a good mind that covers every possibility, but that doesnt mean every possibilty is true, and not trusting is understandable in one sense.I do care about what youre going through(not because of her directly or that whole scene)and everyone needs on person(imo) that they can talk about shit with.i dont blame you for flipflopping about me being the right person.

Ive had people i couldnt stop thinking about,i can understand that somewhat.

imtrying to think of abstract ways i can leave a point of contact for you.gumtree??lol

re my suggestion, itd easier for me to find you there if you wrote the right thing, and the way that place works i i did find you your details would be protected till you took it outside their system.

seriously what was it, the fact that i said that person followed me on twitter that you realised there must be something about me for her to do that being who she is .. is that what it was? why single me out the way you have?

i tried to explain so many times.and i would again but not in here.
its ok we dont have to talk.i dont people to feel how you do about me.
funny.i was in a shop last week..the guy in the shop was kinda cute, but for some reason i made him that nervous he knocked all this shit over and had problems even saying one sentence to me.Id like to try talk to him, but maybe not.
i dont mean to make people feel arkward/nervous or whatever.

i better go, i havent eaten really today ive been too stressed.

you didnt really explain. is it that you know i get how shit is with the world. i could be anyone for all you know. it must be something specific that is making you want to meet a guy that you have no idea is.

if you have to go ok cool. i should be sleeping anyway ive become a vampire lately and still up at 7am every morning. dont sleep much these days